blogger seems to change a little bit already.
becomes light blue colour o.o
somtimes,
i do get frusfrated, tired and sick of this unpredictable world.
my future seems to be so blank! empty.
i cant see what will i become.
feels like a bit lifeless.
even i know what course im choosing next year,
i still feel blank and not really interested in anything.
COMPLETELY EMPTY.
exams are over.
what frightens me now is the results.
i really feel i didnt do well in this exam.
im scared.
i really hope i can get at least 85 for ATAR?
god bless me please :)
terrified.
recently i lost my confidence in everything.
seriously i dont know why or what happen.
confidence is important, but i cant get it back?
suddenly feel like life is pretty useless-.-
i feel so miserable right now :(
it seems like i dont belong to this world.
belong to some paradise i guess?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO?
Friday, November 11, 2011Y
miserable & sorrow
有时我不是不想介意,而是介意了又能怎么样…
If I care, does it help to solve anything?
If it doesn't, why should I care?
do I have to put down my principle again? -_-
Damn, realise that I got lots of principle to obey. *sigh
But still, having principle is good.
But do you worth it?
Seriously, all guys the same? -_-
Love doing shit towards the girl.
Seriously if you don't appreciate her, just go away? -_-
She doesn't deserve bad treatment from guys.
:)
Afraid of giving presents dy lol
I'll start to think all these problems after finals.
Gambateh lynyin :D jiayou :D
Andd lastly happy 11.11.11 :D best date everrrr xx
2:27 AM 
Wednesday, November 9, 2011Y
怕
或许我已经习惯一个人了…
什么都独身独立…所以变得没什么交代…
很伤心 :')
7:43 PM 
Sunday, November 6, 2011Y
music
音乐背后的回忆…
常常会使人回想过去…或者想更多不切实际的…
我 很 无 奈 啊 ﹏ T.T
11:46 PM 
Saturday, November 5, 2011Y
emo time ._.
Early in the morning mood so bad -_- dont know what's wrong. Maybe its bcos I think too much? I don't know why I do feel a bit helpless and full of sorrowness. I wish everything will be fine soon perhaps? Honestly speaking, people really shouldn't think so much. Sometimes having this crazy thoughts are really bad. Overthinking can really cause trouble. Sometimes people just think nonsense and stuffs that is untrue. Some may causes relationship to break down. I use to don't think a lot but I don't know who influenced me -_- this is so bad. An extremely bad habit to have.
Next, waiting. SERIOUSLY waiting is such a thing that needs patient -_- no one likes to wait for others. I do feel miserable if I'm holding a phone waiting for reply. Although if I have to wait for 10 minutes, it seems like I have been waiting for hours. The worst part about this is, if you wait, means u do care about that person. Omg.
Then, hot & cold. Ok. This thing, I did before last time. And I do know my mistake and I've changed years ago. Don't treat people hot and cold whenever you feel you like it. It's a terrible feeling for the victim. This may cause that victim to think a lot and causes relationship to break down EASILY.
Last, love. omg. Seriously, dont fall in love -_- just dont. Love is seriously proportional to hurt -_- *sigh as I had said last time, besides love, there's still suitable or not suitable to be with each other. *ARGH
ohyeah, final last lol actions. Seriously action speaks louder than words -_- guy's one small action can causes girl to have millions of crazy thoughts. Just because they care okay. ONE TINY ACTION FROM A GUY CAN CAUSE A GIRL TO THINK A LOT FOR THE WHOLE DAY. SERIOUSLY GOSH.
byebye :D hand pain -_- using phone to type all these lol im awesome
8:50 AM 
Sunday, October 30, 2011Y
graduation

I LOVE MY MONNKEY SISTERRR ♥
high school is finally over!!!
a bit 不舍得 seriously.
its like a brand new life after high school.
im quite scared-.- cant imagine uni and working life-.-

MY SIS GOT ME PINK ROSES ON MY GRADUATION! AWWWWWW ♥

went to the city with family, peiwen and choonghoe :D
sooooo lucky that we saw INITIAL D'S taufu car :P
so excited LOL
unfortunately its not jay chou at the driver's seat :(

went to a greek restaurant, Lindos.
ordered a mocktail, 'temptation'.
nice flavourrrrr ♥

wanted to type longer but keyboard got problem :( pekcek-.-
4:41 PM 