this month was the
worst month ever been in my life..
experienced all kind of feelings and stufffs..
First! school was boring..make my life sucks and feel lonely..
Second! found out a close friend of mine start smoking..i think is this month knew this..
because the person is close to me..so i wanted to care more about the person..
one of my birthday wish is hope the person stop smoking and stay happy always(:
although my bday is still far..but still one of it=-=
besides..this month someone did make me sad for lots and lots of time..
just tired of it..cant be bothered anymore..
terrible feeling i had ever feel..
TIRED!ignoring all this stuff if it would happen again..
and..my relation with my mum getting from worse to worst doing holidays..
keep make her angry and dissapointed over and over again..
i knew i wad wrong..i wanted to apologize so much..
im sorry):
all those stuff was during the last holiday..
NOW!more and more things happened when school reopen..
sigh~i feel so
EXHAUSTED!getting tired and sick of everything..
until now..a girl and another girl scold me..
AND..i dont know why they did it??
if i know i was wrong i will let them scold..
its is my probs or wadeva..retarded..
maybe u girls are just immature..
so i just ignore u guys..wanna scold just scold..=-=
do u think i really care?=-= Jeez..small kidss..annoying..
btw..need thanks Jay for tat sentence..=x
he say if a crazy guy scold u on the road..will u scold him back or wadeva?just because he is crazy?
hahahh :P get my report card today.. :D
wahahahha
im sooo happy..!!i passed all my subject :D this is so......................
the report doesnt not show us the marks..
that why the exam in here is not challenging..
cant challenge each other at all =-=
btw..
jagung LOL
u should know who you are LOL
people really cannot be trusted..
promise something but they might not really can do it..
they might not do it in front of you..
but they will do it behind you..how u will know it?right?
so..
i dont know what is trust..
i dont know what is promise..
i more dont know what is life..
is it just a game of living?
do i need to pass all of the game?
sigh~tired..let me off man!
i dont wanna participate in this stupid game..
i prefer dont wanna live than all this stupid game..=-=
bla..bla..bla
thinking whether i will let teacher scold or not tomorrow for chinese class..
just becausei didnt go for the last two week in the last term=-=
didnt attend the oral and test=-=
sigh~dont know whether she will give me re-test=-=
i dont want!!im too lazy=-=
P.S everyone take care of your health(:
especially those who drink or smoke or wadeva..(:
lazy to type already LOL
cause by this girl ----
[LEE TSI TSI]
she
make me gan jiong and
cant type already LOL
okk then..BYEBYE!!
miss ya!!
mwahs to all readers LOL
1O nice sentences+ ai qing mi ma
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♡15 pretty awesome sentence(:(:
♡15句很棒的一句话(:(:
①沒有一百分的另一半 只有五十分的兩個人←←
②付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹底 保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也註定永遠寂寞↑↑
③通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人 才是真正愛你的人↖↖
④有時候 不是對方不在乎你 而是你把對方看得太重↕↕
⑤冷漠 有時候並不是無情 只是一種避免被傷害的工具↘↘
⑥如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離 你只要跨出第1步 我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步↨↨
⑦為你的難過而快樂的 是敵人 為你的快樂而快樂的 是朋友 為你的難過而難過的 就是那些 該放進心裡的人⇔⇔
⑧就算是 believe 中間也藏了一個 lie↙↙
⑨真正的好朋友 並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題 而是在一起 就算不說話 也不會感到尷尬⇒⇒
⑩朋友就是被你看透了 還能喜歡你的人↗↗
⑪喜歡下雨 因為你不會知道我流淚 喜歡發呆 因為你不會知道我想你 喜歡孤單 因為你不會發現我愛你 喜歡在你身邊 因為你是我快樂的唯一因素
⑫如果你是我眼里的一滴泪 为了不失去你 我将永不哭泣
⑬让我慢慢学习 学习悲伤的时候 不闭上眼睛 趁眼泪还没形成之前 就在空气中蒸发掉
⑭吃醋 是因为我爱你 生气 是因为我在乎你 发呆 是因为我太想你 流泪 是因为我不想失去你
⑮如果离开 你能得到快乐 我愿意放弃你
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┃┃♡♡┃┏┓┃┃┃┃┃┃♡━┫ ┃天长┃
┃♡♡┓┃┗┛┃┃┗┛┃┃♡━┫ ┃地久┃
♡━♡┛┗━━┛┗━━┛┗♡━┛ ┗━━┛这张爱情解码是在1000年前；一对非常 爱的情侣
所留下的幸运恋爱数字：
--〉5230==我爱上你
--〉1372==一厢情愿
--〉5380==我想抱你
--〉7320==今生爱你
--〉1573==一往情深
--〉8070==抱你亲你
--〉1314==一生一世
--〉1240==最爱是你
--〉3456== 相思无用
--〉5360==我想念你
--〉2014==爱你一世
--〉521==我愿意
--〉240==爱死你
--〉537==我生气
--〉360==想念你
--〉520==我爱你
--〉380==想抱你
--〉370==想亲你
--〉73749420==今生今世就是爱你
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P.S the last sentence[15th sentence] i created myself..
if u
dont like just IGNORE IT!! (:(:
7:58 PM 
time time time.>!!
so many things to do this few days..
time is not enough for me for sure):
hope time could extend..till i have enough time=-=
homeworkss..schoooolss..and homeworkss..argh!!boRing!!
after coming to aussie..
just feel its not far enough to leave all sadness..
what if i moved to canada?or maybe paris..XD
how coool it could be XD
as if i could=-=
before coming here i never wanted to start a new life..
cause my past was too good to be true (:
if i had a chance to go another place again..
i really wanted to start a new life..
Life Is Frusfrated!!Absoulutely Tired..
bla bla bla bla..its july now..
14th day of winter..(:
uhh..so cold..every morning i could wake up=-=
everyday almost late to school=-=
hmmm hmmmm hmmm..
the coming school holiday is september):
long way to go man!!
argh!!faster september!!
i think of wanna go
snow-boarding at september..
it would be cool i reckon..
P.S. btw something really bothered me this few days..saw something i should be see..
saw something i dont wanna to know..
do something that make me regret..
just for someone..u would know im talking bout u right?
i think u would know its you..
im sorry for being too straight to you..
should be so honest and told you everything i think..
if this will cause something bad would happen..
i wouldnt tell you and remain secret forever(:
secret which no one whould know forever..
many things i wanna talk to someone..
just feel no one is the right person to talk to..not like cc :D
i just cant feel someone right to talk to..
if can just in msn or wadeva..not in person..
suddenly felt so lonely..
wanna find someone..someone could be trusted..
but realised here is no one..really no one..i cant feel the feel which i in msia..
sigh~sometimes too straight and honest is not good for anyone..
secret which will harm someone should remain secret..
expose it is not a good way to release your stress or wadeva..
BTW i know shouldnt just judge someone the way they are..
even they are good..i should think it negative way..
POSITIVE!!!!!!!!stop thinking negative=-=
i promise i wont do it anymore..
im sorry for anyone who i did it to..
Anyway LGO :D[this word taught by a person]
6:06 PM
second story :D
::::::告诉你们另一个故事::::::
男孩说：♥我爱女孩一辈子♥
神说 ：♥你只能爱她365天♥
男孩说：♥是每年的365天♥
神说 ：♥你只能爱她七天♥
男孩说：♥星期一到星期天♥
神说 ：♥你只能爱她四天♥
男孩说：♥春天，夏天，冬天，秋天♥
神说 ：♥你只能爱她三天♥
男孩说：♥昨天，今天，明天♥
神说 ：♥你只能爱她两天♥
男孩说：♥白天，黑天♥
神说 ：♥你只能爱她一天♥
男孩说：♥我活着的每一天♥
神哭了……男孩笑了……
Labels: stories :)
9:33 PM
sport car :D
today went out in the afternoon..came back at night..
night was so bored): after watching one ep of a show..
i online again :X
online google simply search..just type a word then see images.. XD
then type sport car..just feel wanted to see..
saw lots but many i dont like it..
i feel that the back of every car doesnt seems nice =x
i saw one i really like it!!gosh..arash AF!!
awesome <3>but i just like the shape of the car XD
[front]
[the side part*gosh!love it*]
btw..until now..
cause of too
bored again..i started thinking many stuffs=-=
my hobby..LOL
i miss 3E and 4s5 so much although im not long at that class..
but i do have good memories from there..
i can say that 4s5 class is
terrible LOL
that why i love it*maybe* hahahh
i realise all the boys in the class more and more hamsap LOL
stories by friends can proof that..hahahh
hmmm..saw one of my friend's blog..
she say she dream that the five of us went shopping , laughing and more together..
i also miss those dayss..i really do..sigh..
still remember that we said before..
after form 5 we go holiday together..
i dont know whether we still have the chance..i hope so.. :X
waseh!!
monday school reopen already T.T
2 weeks so fast over!!time pass so fast!!
i haven played enuf this holiday=-=
i haven done my
homework=-=
especially my viscom and advanced math=-=
so many~~viscom i have no idea to draw what..so just ignore it XD
advanced math??sigh~shouldnt changed to this class[top math class]..=-=
should continue at general math class=-=
more relax and easy..no pressure..=-=
i get 93% for the last test XD happy happy~
hmmm..my life will be bored when school reopen again :X
sigh~study...
BORING!! just hope it would leave me alone=-=
ohyeah..
anyone who see this blog..
and anyone who listen to
chinese song..
intro u guys one song..XD
【【第三者的第三者-弦子 】】nice nice..before that i thought what title is that=-=
really confusing..after see the youtube about that song..
only understand it..
and loves it..
hmmm..bout
english song..dont know whether u guys heard before or not..
【【Already Gone-Kelly Clarkson 】】just intro-ing XD
if dont like it just IGNORE IT..
i wont mind cause i wont know LOL
12:12 AM
爱情故事
::::::告诉你们一个故事::::::
有一天，一对情人驾船到一个无人岛去搭营……
第二天，他们要回去的时候…
发现船上破了一个大洞…海水流个不停……
终于他们在海上发现了一块木板……
他们伏着那块木板…只希望有人能救他们……
男孩和女孩发现离他们几十里外有艘船渡轮……
他们想游到哪儿去……
可是，才发现一堆鲨鱼正朝他们的方向前进……
而且必须经过这堆鲨鱼才可到大渡轮……
男孩把女孩给推了出去……
男孩说：你先游，我怕……
那女孩是爱那男的……
女孩说：我会救你……
男：那你走之前，请告诉我你能爱我多久？
女：直到有一天你不爱我……
说完，女孩便闭上眼睛往鲨鱼的方向冲……
也微微的听见男孩说：我不爱你了！
女孩也丝毫无考虑…游啊游…直到渡轮的船长救了他……
女孩醒来后，拼命的叫船长去就男孩……
船长说：我老早就发现你们了…小姐，你别太难过…因为你想鲨鱼冲去的杀那，我用望远镜，很清楚的看到那男孩用刀子把自己的手割破…引诱鲨鱼…
当女孩向往外看时，只见男孩身上的衣服沾染了血……在海上飘…………
wa..so hard to type=-=
btw..after finish reading this i felt so touched..
if a guy did that to me..i will love him forever =x
just feel this article is nice so i typed it..
IGNORE READING IT IF U DONT LIKE IT..
cause i didnt force anyone to read it :D
Labels: stories :)
1:27 AM
gosh..6 y/o kid expert in piano
gosh..watching youtube cause too bored nothing to do..
while watching one of jay mv..
accidently click in a video..so i just watched it..
after watching it i feel so ashamed of myself..
how could she do till so expert..
i cant win a 6 year old child..
her fingers while playing the piano was so fast..=-=
i maybe cant beat her in any way..LOL
anyway..i do praised her very much :D
hope she could be a composer in her future :X
wahahah..the link for that video as below XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUx4t4W4eVY&feature=fvwdo enjoy it :D
cause i love it very much <3
1:21 AM
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!
