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Monday, August 31, 2009Y
我de发现

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人是种奇怪的动物 对黑暗的恐惧时刻在骨头里
特别是在孤独无助的时候 为依据怕的就是黑暗
承诺 是很美的 保持不住 就别乱许下 为了不让彼此受伤害
曾经你是我的全部 唯一的 可是 那只是曾经的曾经
曾经的事 会回来吗 有时光机器带我们回去吗 答案只有一个 “没”
隐藏好的悲伤 不想让你发觉 就像 键盘上的泪水 没人看得见的
钢琴上有黑键白键 每一个键 都能表现出不同的感觉
永远 宁愿笑着流泪 也不愿意哭着说后悔
泪水就如雨水 滴答滴答地滴
人与人之间的思念 足以让思念者泪流满脸
美丽的世界 并不是完美的 生老病死总要发生
能相遇 是一种缘分 就像流星一样那么的罕有
就应该好好珍惜如宝 而不是 白白浪费如垃圾
从今天起 不会再对你说我爱你 我想念你 我不想失去你 为你付出我很快乐
你不会在我口中 听到这几句话 除非流星在我面前出现
彩虹的出现 每次带给我新的希望
看着色彩缤纷的颜色 看了不会失落 会起身
就像被火燃烧 充满精神 从新来过
朋友与朋友之间 就像蚂蚁一样
一起分担痛苦 享受快乐 如 蚂蚁分工合作 开心地搬所找到的食物
如果我从没遇见你 如果我从没爱上你 如果我一开始没坚信 也许我就不会是现在的这个自己

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有一天 爱情遇到了友情…
爱情问友情说：这个世界有了我 为什么还要有你？
友情回答说 ：因为你只会让人流泪 而我会帮有需要的人擦眼泪

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静静的离开 静静的等待 静静的寂寞 静静的悲伤
慢慢的走开 不会的等待 永远的自己 不要的伤痛
幸福的永远 快乐的存在 承诺的相信 普通的信任
放弃的一切 曾经的发生 开心的过程 甜蜜的时间
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没有特别含义 乱写一遍
无聊的事 特别多
最近好多事要做 但是很懒惰 像猪一样
想发愤图强 没力气
最经不知道是不是发呆太多次了
一直想起很多事 尤其是奶奶 叔叔 爸爸 家人
好爱你们哦 好想你们哦

爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱 【为你们而做的】
爱爱你你爱你你爱爱 【谢谢你们很爱我】
爱你你你爱你你你爱 【我不会忘记】
爱你你你你你你你爱 【谢谢你们的照顾】
爱爱你你你你你爱爱 【我会报答的】
爱爱爱你你你爱爱爱 【谢谢你们的体谅】
爱爱爱爱你爱爱爱爱 【我很感动】
爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱 【爱你们永远永远、这辈子】

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Thursday, August 27, 2009Y
taggss

Tag by lovely teng=)


1. How old were you when you had your first relationship?
how old?guess urself :P
2. Are you taken/single?
Single now..whee~ xD
3. Do you like anyone right now?
like?sure..everyone i know xD
4. Ever had your heartbroken?
adsolutely yep!!=x
5. Miss anyone right now?
my dear grandma=] and daddy=]
6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
someone..
7. Last person to text you?
i forgotten==
8. Last person you saw?
my mum..we walked out from the room just now xD
9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
how would i know== forgotten..bad memory i had =x
10. Who is top in your top friends?
all my buddies are top :D
11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
parents and SBF :P
12. Who do you love most?
family forever!! and friends(:
13. Ever been in love?
i guess so O.O
14. Who has hurt you the most?
her (:
15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Sure yes(:
16. Are you happy?
um..not really): cause listening to a sad song..
17. How many good friends do you have?
uncountable and irreplaceble friends=]
18. Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
Yeah..Sure(: just remind me someone but i still will listen =x
19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
no idea..
20. Have you ever cheated on?
huh?== i dont get it..weird quest==
21. Ever been told someone loved you?
Another weird quest..== so i dont know==
22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Yes!!for sure~i loved them x3
23. Not meant it????????
not that free to do that==
24. What is your idea of true love?
um..love each other forever and NEVER LIES(:
25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
YES LOL
26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yep..to know each other better at first=]
Who're tagged
1. Anyone who read this(:
2. Anyone who read this(:
3. Anyone who read this(:
4. Anyone who read this(:
5. Anyone who read this(:
6. Anyone who read this(:
7. Anyone who read this(:

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009Y
某人

【某人1】
不知道你还有没有看我的博客
有也好 没有也好 都无所谓
只是想写写罢了
我想告诉你
别忘了 曾经你的世界有我来过
不是每个擦肩而过的人都能相识 相知
也不是每个相识相知的人都有牵挂
至少你在我的人生 在这白茫茫的世界里
在转身的那一刻 我们都没错过
或许一开始 是我先一厢情愿 是我先开始暗恋
暗恋和明恋 总觉得 都是同一件事 就是关于恋爱
在你的眼中 我找到了爱的缘分
那么大的世界 能相遇真的很不容易 也不简单
谢谢上帝的这个安排 我很高兴
也很满足 因为我曾真正的快乐过
只可说我们 有缘无分

【某人2】
我好想念你 我好爱你
在天国的你 快乐吗
每天 都会不知不觉得想起你
没有你 真的好不习惯 也不想去习惯
你是我这一世 最美满的回忆
这些回忆 难以忘记 也可算这是我的人生
你现在在天国干嘛呢
我每天都在想 但是没有答案
答案总不会自然的来 也不会告诉我
所以 我觉得 我永远不会知道答案
曾经 静静的陪着你
曾经 把你气坏了
曾经 陪你度过每一天 每一秒 每一日
曾经 一起快乐 难过
曾经 对自己说过要保护你 好好照顾你
曾经 努力不想弄你生气 想看到你快乐
曾经 吃过世界上最美味的食物 你煮的
曾经 想念知道我流泪不停
曾经 想过不想失去你 没有你就似没有我
曾经 你很鼓励我 做每件事
曾经 很支持我每一天
曾经 想跟你拥抱 不要离开你
曾经 想陪你去旅行 陪你去美味可口的餐厅一起吃
曾经 想跟你办个生日会 逗你开心
曾经的一切一切 已经过去了 不能再回到过去
我也没有时光机器 让我们回到过去
我的心愿 再也完成不了了
天国的你
好希望你能听得到我的心声
我所说的话 都是真实的
我永远爱你 不会忘记你
很想跟你说声 谢谢你、对不起、我爱你
谢谢你在16年里 无微不至的照顾我
对不起 弄你生气 弄你难过
我爱你 因为这个不需要理由=]

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不知在想些什么

望着天花板 在想些什么呢 连我自己也不清楚
望着电脑 做些什么 等些什么 我也不知道
望着墙壁 思考些什么 我不懂
现在想想 我在过什么生活呢 连我自己也搞不明白
不知不觉 过了大半年 不知不觉 又要到年尾了
今年我觉得是我哭最多的一年 也希望是最后一年 不想这样了
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~伤、痛、累、哭…快离开我吧--
我受够了……
在键盘上 打了很多很多 甚至数不清的字
字体是给朋友们看的
但是 键盘上的眼泪 有人看得见吗？
原本 曾经乐观的我 快乐的我 还在吗？我想知道
曾经坚强的我 是现在的我吗？我不明白
我觉得嘛 人生就好像 钢琴
钢琴上的白键盘 代表快乐 而 黑色代表悲伤 对吧？哈哈
夜晚了 灯暗了 每个人都睡了
我呢？不知再等些什么 想些什么 发呆些什么
只知道 眼泪 滴答滴答的流了
为什么就如此容易？
就因为我不能忘记我过去吧
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~好想回到过去 马来西亚的生活
真正属于我的生活
墨尔本 我觉得很陌生
虽然已经在这里半年了 总不能感觉到自然的感觉
所以 我把周围的人 幻想成你 才感觉到温暖
才感觉到有人会帮助 支持我
我越走越远的背影 我越来越猜不透我自己的心
哎哎哎哎哎哎哎哎~~妈妈好像在帮我找新学校了~
叫我进melbourne high--
我吓到了-- 为什么？
因为那里是男校啊-- 晕~ 笑得我肚子痛
最近 不知我是不是有问题了--
要去看神经医生了-- *jk =x*
哇哈哈哈~我终于发泄完了--
但是很累-- 都几点了 还不去睡--
晚安啊~

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Monday, August 24, 2009Y
最后一次






so touching):
although i heard before quite long ago..
but i still feel the sadness in it):
feel free to play it(:

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009Y
surprise

today im late to school as "usual" LOL

normally im late a bit and im lazy to go to class to tick my name :P

so go to my locker and put my stuffs..=x

yay! today can skip science class i thought..

cause got award ceremony..something like that..

then my friend walk pass me and hand take a letter for me..

then my brain straight think..

omg..another letter for parents for why im late and absent for few times?==

she :weiiii..nah..u get award^^

me :huh what thing?dont play with me==

she :really== ms freadman asked me to pass to you..

me :what?! duh..really hope this is a joke==

*took the letter and read*

letter : congratulation that u scored outstanding result bla bla bla..

i was like..what?!==

i dont want to get the certificate==

its so embarrased tho==

this kind of essay i do write a lot..

but dont just make it happen==

really shocked..and surprise..

lucky i didnt get heart attack..if not sure 发作..

assembly tat time..need to sit at a place which known as special place==

takutnya saya T.T lol

then give certificate that time..

i get outstanding result for maths==

BUT!!

the teacher spell wrong my name..

the cert wrote my name veronica sim==

after all the thing finish and take photo finish..

i go tell miss..

she say she already know but too late to change..

how can==!

and she took back my cert..

so haven take picture of it==!

first cert get in aussie LOL



nothing really much bout today..
so take care(:

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Monday, August 17, 2009Y
): hand pain




waseh..today dont know why so unlucky=-=

friend ask me help her take her cup noodle a while..

then i keep think something..

suddenly got one bird flying towards me..

i tio shocked..cause didnt see tio==

den shaked the cup noodle==

*splash* a sound heard..

the hot boiling water all splash too my hand..

walao..sibeh red lo my hand T.T so pain~

then she still dont know how to take away the cup noodle..

still 傻傻 see my hand..

i take her cup noodle give her back and go toilet wash..

water touch tio also pain==

sobs T.T

touch or move a bit also pain..aww~

normal at hand still ok lo..

this one tio my nerve(根) T.T

sibeh sibeh pain==

after few hours..i go toilet see again..still the red line at my nerve there=-=

then i take a picture of this..

before this pic my hand totally red T.T

like wan commit suicide like that..==

aihss..what a bad day..

go home faster put plaster on top it==

then it become............................................................

* b l i n k *




fully closed..

better dont get hurt again =x

already pain==

i dont want add another burn or whatever on top..

so cover it..

phew..=x

scare another one tomorrow==

hope im not that unlucky
kay laa..wanna sleep already=x
now its 11.25pm and im still awake==
my bedtime is over and i should be sleeping now..
i should be sleeping at 10pm..
well..take care all readers(:(:
h1n1 more and more serious this time...
hope everyone in the best of health..
good luck(:(:(:

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Sunday, August 16, 2009Y
one month later post LOL


one month didnt post anything d..
i now only realise that LOL saw the date of the last post only know time flies..
last two weeks..i , mum and sis went back malaysia for my grandma funeral..
till now..i still cant accept my grandma passed away so fast..
she's my only grandparents left which loves me very much..
ahma i love you more than i can say..(:
i hope u do rest in peace..i more hope time could go back..
i would talk with you more..accompany you more..
but i know this kind of miracle wont happen..right?maybe could just happen in my dream..
remember that you are always in my heart..i wont forget you..no matter what..i promise..
the promise which never be broken..
still remember the last time i talk to you..was in webcam..
i told you that i have a african bf..that i see u smile and laugh..
i misses that voice and face so much..
i will always be with you..(:

after funeral..we go shopping shops and shops..
everyday i keep misses her..
last time whenever i reach home will saw dishes of food which cook by her on the table..
all those food are yummy and awesome!*miss it very much*
gai gai everyday..quite bored-.-
btw..i cant forget is the day i go sg wang..lol
walk walk walk..den walk into one shop..got one guy ask me test clothes..lol
he say dont want buy nvm..just take it as exercise..den try it =X
his name is Zero..the clothes he match for me really suit me..
teach me how to wear and others(: he's nice..but so punk LOL
he said that his parents gave him too much freedom..so he 15years old quit school..
now he regret..so his name came from here..
zero means everything starts from zero (:
my papa talk to him too..say he is quite good in doing business..haha
well..me and mum spend quite a lot in the shop tho=-=
nothing really much bout two weeks..just happen so fast==
last thing is bout the gathering bah..
i dont really know how to describe about the gathering..
fun?boring?still alright?excited? IDK!seriously..
btw..im quite touched u guys choose that song for me(:

back in aussie early in the morning of 16august2009..
one word to say bout here..SPEECHLESS!
totally bored and not really lots of friendss..
no fun no excitement..
everyone say aussie fun...but without friendsss suck!
especiallyy true friendss..hard to find..
i love all my friendss in msia..they all are so true..better than here..
well..
im bored here!!anyone know?!!can anyone hear im shouting bored here?!! *lame*
ohyeh!!one more thing..i hope my hair grow longer faster now==
so freaking short== shouldnt had cut it==
the picture on top is before i cut my hair..i wan my long hair back T.T


got one sentence keep reminds me until now..
[if u hurt dao her, i will bs u]
lalalal thats all XD


PS:
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU..
ESPECAILLY MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..
miss u all..mwahs!all th best in everything!

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