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Saturday, August 21, 2010Y
failure

chinese oral sac today.
i did badly.
when i just stand in front of the class,
my mind gone blank.
seriously blank, not even a word appears in my mind.
this really proves how nervous am i.
due to i cant rmb anything,
i need take the paper and look at it and read.
seriously that time i feel so down.
peoples who did before me did so well,
its like me, only me.
i seriously cant get the confident that i wanted.
i read the paper the whole way,
instead of giving out like a speech.

i know i FAILED.
i seriously have no idea how to gain confident,
before that i thought i could,
then i realise i seriously couldnt.

really disappointed with myself,
therefore i not in a good mood today.



the first time i felt so hopeless.

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