i always thought i will be fine.
but whenever i think of you, my tears eventually fall.
I'm mad cos you did a lot of things deliberately,
im also mad at myself for being stupid to trust all your lies over and over again.
the most idiot thing is i know is a lie, i chose to believe the lie.

honestly, if i could turn back the time,
my decision would be the same.
i know that moment I've gone crazy after enduring and tolerating.

actually i don't understand why when a guy try to woo a girl,
he could do anything.
when he got her, things changed.
Thats life.

i can't believe that i still love you.
whenever i know that deep inside i still love you,
a bullet went straight thru my heart.
i hate that i love you.
i seriously hate this feeling.

everyone that knows my stories asked me to give up,
told me that you're not worth it anymore.
last time maybe you do, but now you're not.
but seriously, wth my heart is so stubborn, wouldn't want to give up at all.

last few days i thought I'm fine.
looking at the photo of you and her don't feel a thing.
but deep inside, my heart is bleeding and no one knows.

我覺得最殘忍的人
是給你極大的希望 又把希望拿回
才是最痛
我發現 我之前對你很過分 我認錯
可是你 你做得比我過分 比我殘忍
我把它當成報應 是我的錯
可是 為甚麼我不希望你這麼對我，是怕你以後又報應，
希望你永遠快樂呢？

幾個月後，不管你們分還是還沒分也好，
我會活得堅強，
還自己充滿一堆笑容。

我不會讓自己恨你，
因為這樣你證明我有多愛你。。

『愛情到最後是痛』

12:53 AM