Today is quite a not-so-bad day for me. Cos I finally got to rest after the epic assignment.
I get to know a few more people that I would prefer not to meet in the future haha!
Learnt a lot during the whole progress of the assignment.

I'm not so sure why but I'm having a moody day today. Nothing happens and I get to rest. But one thing for sure, I think I've starved myself for the past few days. This causes me to eat non-stop today, which is quite bad for my stomach but I can't help it. Dear stomach, I'll try to take good care of you in  the future, will adjust you to become normal soon. :)

Mood quite down. No idea why. But I don't want to disturb anyone so I plan to write it on my personal diary which is here hehehehe. Hope writing out a bit could makes me feel better :)

Maybe one reason that I'm a bit down is due to my past memories. why does it has to come back once a while to haunt me? So pain, sososo pain. This pain is like endless. Deep down my heart I admit that I really hope someone could let me rely on at this moment. maybe because I've learnt that I should rely on no one, that's why no high expectation and it won't lead to high disappointment. So I'm kinda glad :) at least I don't get the feeling of having someone to rely on but he or she is not there.

虽然独立，有时候真想找个人依赖着。我知道唯一一个我可以依赖而一辈子都不会离我而去的只有我老爸了。对其他男生 我该抱什么希望呢

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