My dreams, used to be so big like I can almost rule the world.
But now it's getting smaller and smaller. It's like I want it to be so simple.
I don't chase my dreams anymore.
I barely remember when did I give up and why.
I know I should be motivated, to chase my big dreams again.
Motivation? :(

It's week 8 already and week 9 is starting soon.
I have only 3 weeks left till exam, 4 assignments due after the break.
I'm gonna be mad crazy :(
Then, everything will come to an end.
Time to start work!

During this whole year, there's up and downs in my life.
I can't say that it had been down all way thru,
I've learnt a lot thru the past, good and bad.
I know he's guiding me, leading me and supporting me.
There's time in life where I felt helpless and meaningless.
He will put people around me or some incidents to make me realise that I should live to the fullest.
I am grateful.

I really afraid to start a relationship anymore.
I feel sorry and thankful at the same time.
Sorry as I'm not sure about a relationship.
What is relationship? What's love?
Thank you for loving me even for a short time.

I will try :)
Saw a status ' give me 4-6 months '
Maybe that's what I need.
3 months already :) few more months to go :)
All shall end perfectly 👌

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