Heavenly Father,
Why do my life always have a crisis during my exams of before my exams.
You know I can't handle these. I can't cope with it especially with exams.
Father, you know I can fail anytime. I'll break down. I'm torn.

Father, you've guided me this far, but why now? Why not later?
I'm really sad. I felt like crying but I'm holding on..
Please, heal me. You can make me suffer after next week. But not now.
I'm having exams two days later. Back to back. I'm not ready yet.
Please... I did badly on my first paper already..

I'm not sure what to do. I can't accept it.
Should I just let go? Or wait for explaination?
I think you'll ask me to listen and judge and choose my path, right father?

Let hope and peace be with me for these few days.
I only needed these few days.

12:01 AM