I realise most of the time, my negativity came from peer pressure.

Peer pressure is really hard to manage.
It forces people to change.
To become who they don't wanna be.

Living without peer pressure is almost impossible.
It's so difficult to avoid or to manage it.
Sometimes it made me WANT something when I didn't even NEED it.
Sometimes, I wish there's no peer pressure.

I realise Instagram is a really bad network. It not bad as in  providing negativity or bad influence to people. It's just that people get affected by things they see or stalk. Some rkoi shows really expensive luxury items and this could lead to peer pressure.
Maybe I'm easily affected by others, but yes, it does affect me. I want to own that particular thing.


I should always remind myself.
How blessed I am to have what I already had.
Be content.
I'm very lucky to be able to live at a western country when some people might not even have the chance to board a plane or go oversea for holidays.

Note to self: be grateful and love life. Even life's tough, there's always a reason why god arrange these obstacles for you. Either to make you learn, grow or lead you to a better path. Sometimes it might break you apart, hurt you, or even make you lose hope. All these happen for a reason. In 10 years time, you might be able to see a better you.

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