the colours of my life

memories

2012-01-31T14:15:00.003+11:00

tears falling..drops by drops
too weak to stay strong :')

fml.
wanted to have a happy life afterall,
but sad things happen.

grandma, I really wish you were here.
I wish you could stay beside me forever.
even miracles happen, heaven won't bring you back to me.
I want you back.
imissyoualot,a lot,a lot.

no one can replace you in my heart :) I swear.
you are the best grandma ever :')
I can't accept that's the last hug from you.

Life is unpredictable.
unforgettable memories.
unexpectable incidents.
unstoppable sadness.
uncountable happiness.

but still, you left me too early.
way too early.
love you more than I can say.
:) <3

confused

2011-11-21T00:09:00.003+11:00

blogger seems to change a little bit already.
becomes light blue colour o.o

somtimes,
i do get frusfrated, tired and sick of this unpredictable world.
my future seems to be so blank! empty.
i cant see what will i become.
feels like a bit lifeless.
even i know what course im choosing next year,
i still feel blank and not really interested in anything.
COMPLETELY EMPTY.

exams are over.
what frightens me now is the results.
i really feel i didnt do well in this exam.
im scared.
i really hope i can get at least 85 for ATAR?
god bless me please :)
terrified.

recently i lost my confidence in everything.
seriously i dont know why or what happen.
confidence is important, but i cant get it back?
suddenly feel like life is pretty useless-.-

i feel so miserable right now :(
it seems like i dont belong to this world.
belong to some paradise i guess?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO?

miserable & sorrow

2011-11-11T02:27:00.003+11:00

有时我不是不想介意，而是介意了又能怎么样…
If I care, does it help to solve anything?
If it doesn't, why should I care?

do I have to put down my principle again? -_-
Damn, realise that I got lots of principle to obey. *sigh
But still, having principle is good.
But do you worth it?

Seriously, all guys the same? -_-
Love doing shit towards the girl.
Seriously if you don't appreciate her, just go away? -_-
She doesn't deserve bad treatment from guys.

:)

Afraid of giving presents dy lol

I'll start to think all these problems after finals.
Gambateh lynyin :D jiayou :D

Andd lastly happy 11.11.11 :D best date everrrr xx

怕

2011-11-09T19:43:00.002+11:00

或许我已经习惯一个人了…
什么都独身独立…所以变得没什么交代…
很伤心 :')

music

2011-11-06T23:46:00.002+11:00

音乐背后的回忆…
常常会使人回想过去…或者想更多不切实际的…
我很无奈啊﹏ T.T

emo time ._.

2011-11-05T08:50:00.002+11:00

Early in the morning mood so bad -_- dont know what's wrong. Maybe its bcos I think too much? I don't know why I do feel a bit helpless and full of sorrowness. I wish everything will be fine soon perhaps? Honestly speaking, people really shouldn't think so much. Sometimes having this crazy thoughts are really bad. Overthinking can really cause trouble. Sometimes people just think nonsense and stuffs that is untrue. Some may causes relationship to break down. I use to don't think a lot but I don't know who influenced me -_- this is so bad. An extremely bad habit to have.

Next, waiting. SERIOUSLY waiting is such a thing that needs patient -_- no one likes to wait for others. I do feel miserable if I'm holding a phone waiting for reply. Although if I have to wait for 10 minutes, it seems like I have been waiting for hours. The worst part about this is, if you wait, means u do care about that person. Omg.

Then, hot & cold. Ok. This thing, I did before last time. And I do know my mistake and I've changed years ago. Don't treat people hot and cold whenever you feel you like it. It's a terrible feeling for the victim. This may cause that victim to think a lot and causes relationship to break down EASILY.

Last, love. omg. Seriously, dont fall in love -_- just dont. Love is seriously proportional to hurt -_- *sigh as I had said last time, besides love, there's still suitable or not suitable to be with each other. *ARGH

ohyeah, final last lol actions. Seriously action speaks louder than words -_- guy's one small action can causes girl to have millions of crazy thoughts. Just because they care okay. ONE TINY ACTION FROM A GUY CAN CAUSE A GIRL TO THINK A LOT FOR THE WHOLE DAY. SERIOUSLY GOSH.

byebye :D hand pain -_- using phone to type all these lol im awesome

graduation

2011-10-30T16:41:00.006+11:00

I LOVE MY MONNKEY SISTERRR ♥

high school is finally over!!!

a bit 不舍得 seriously.
its like a brand new life after high school.
im quite scared-.- cant imagine uni and working life-.-

MY SIS GOT ME PINK ROSES ON MY GRADUATION! AWWWWWW ♥

went to the city with family, peiwen and choonghoe :D
sooooo lucky that we saw INITIAL D'S taufu car :P
so excited LOL
unfortunately its not jay chou at the driver's seat :(

went to a greek restaurant, Lindos.
ordered a mocktail, 'temptation'.
nice flavourrrrr ♥

wanted to type longer but keyboard got problem :( pekcek-.-

有缘无份

2011-10-29T15:29:00.002+11:00

或许我们真的不合，
或许我的任性，搞成的结果，
或许是那个问题不停地在我脑袋里造成困扰，
或许我们真的有缘无份。

爱又怎样，
如果不适合，
会有结果吗？

我以前以为会，
因为我相信顺其自然。

iloveyou xx , but?

疑问

2011-10-28T13:49:00.003+11:00

说实在的，心里有好多疑问…
好的坏的都有…
真希望烦恼可以立刻消失…

你的矛盾，我很困扰。
那个问题，在我脑海里住了一天…
看着你，那个问题自然再出现…
我真的很难过…

或许，唯一的解决是那个吧…
或许我就是不会想好办法解决…
我解决不了，让我逃避，行吗?

我不知道该做什么…
好像什么事都做不了。

亲爱的，
你的矛盾弄我哭了几个小时，你懂吗?
或许是我很感性…
在哭的那一刻，我才知道我动了真情…

Maybe I should expect all this is a dream more than a reality.
So I could wake up from this dream without any pain.

I wish I'm more sensible to have a better solution.
Unfortunately I'm not.

原来，在爱情的世界里，
除了爱，信任，忍让，包容，
还有适不适合。
我没有想过的条件之一…

Recently, in fb I saw many people breaking up & arguing becos of love.
我真希望我身边的朋友能够快乐！
that's my #1 wishlist.

在天堂的奶奶，
请给我勇气，
to make the right decision for both of us.

mahalkita

moody again =[

2011-10-15T22:07:00.002+11:00

wanted to write a post :(
but my keyboard too many words cant type T T
*sigh*
maybe is a good thing xD
can change new lappy dyyy!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
*sigh*-.-
down again-.-

开心一点吧~~
so down again :(

moody

2011-10-13T21:28:00.002+11:00

my 100th post :D

feel so down today for no reason :)
still gotta study :)
jiayou to myself :)

忽然有一种不安的感觉，有点怕。
我希望这感觉能尽快消失，真的很可怕。

为什么我会变成这样啊? =_=

down like sai -.-

不安啊不安，请你离开我 :)

难过

2011-08-13T23:48:00.002+10:00

第三者的第三者 (:

我的眼泪，滴答滴答地留下，才发现我有时并不快乐。
伪装多好，可以暂时放下烦恼。

iwisheverythingwillbebetter,
nowandfuture,
maybe remain silent is the best.

deargrandma,imissyouheaps, can u hear me? (:
imissthewayyousmile&laugh,
imisshowialwaysholdyouwhenyouarewalking.

deardaddy,imissyoualot.
althoughwedonttalkalot,
atleastyouarealwaysbymyside.

dearangel, doyouexist?

ihopemiracleshappen,
ihopesadnesscouldleavethisworldforever,
ihopesmileisonthefaceoneveryone,
iwishthisworldisfulloflaughters.

我现在很难过，
希望雨赶快过，我在等待天晴的到来。

time flies

2011-08-09T19:01:00.004+10:00

Just got my chemistry result & studio arts yesterday,
terrible result (:
never expect something like this.
expect the unexpected?
actually, I kinda glad to have this stupid result :)
because this makes me wanna study even harder from now onwards :)
really appreciate all my love ones that support and encourage me to do better.
the results really haunt me a lot ._.
i dont dare to watch drama already :x
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUU !
yesterday think everything very negative, dont know why today very positive :D
LIFE GOES ON!

Today got my y12 jumper :)
wheeeeee~

slacking

2011-07-20T22:00:00.003+10:00

SLACKING MODE ON D:
today i dont feel like doing anything~
i just wanna lay in my bed~ :(

无奈

2011-07-04T20:03:00.004+10:00

想哭，但是不想流泪，
不想关心我的人担心，
只好保持坚强，装作没事
心情真的很差，很希望一切会雨过天晴，不会再发生伤心的事
我知道不可能，但是也想有一丝丝的希望。

我只希望有人对我很好，至少不要有坏脾气，一点点脾气也行
希望有人会保护我，不是控制我，
希望有人爱我，不是要我每天都哭，
希望有人在乎我，不是拿走我的自由。

你让我一次又一次的失望，
我却一次又一次的原谅你，
有时我也不想多说你做错什么，希望你明白，但是你总是不懂

有时我真的很不开心，你也不知道
我知道我也有坏脾气的时候，我也有不好的时候，
对不起。

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2011-06-29T21:59:00.002+10:00

DEAR BLOGGER, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!
WHY I CANT UPLOAD PICTURE!!

I SHALL WAIT IT FIX THEN CONTINUE MY UPDATE :@
ARGH!

i type finish dy de loh T.T

friends & trust

2011-06-29T21:21:00.008+10:00

not that im racist or what,
why people from china loves backstabbing people, even their best friend?
they could pretend like nothing happen after backstabbing their best friend. GOSH
it's like a normal routine for them.
and one more thing,
even if you help them, they take it as granted and backstab you too-.-"
and then as usual act like nothing happen. OMG?
one thing i could describe bout them : a heartless person with a beautiful mask.

One word : trust.
Important word for life.
I dont know it's only me or what, i just trust people super duper EASY.
BUT one thing i hate the most,
once promise is broken, it's SUPER HARD to trust that person again-.-
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO?
but i dont seem to have that problem LOL
maybe cos im forgetful :D its good anyway hahaha XD

I SAW A VERYYYYYY PREETYYYY PICTURE!! ♥

*RAINBOW ROSE from holland*

looks fake right?
but it's real.
so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee but price also nice xD

IDK WHATS WRONG WITH YTD.
TODAY FINALLY CAN UPLOAD PICTURE!! YESSS!!

kind-of-relaxing day

2011-06-22T17:28:00.006+10:00

*eureka skydeck*

i suppose to have lots of work and revision to do.
but i just need some time to relax-.-

where should i start since i haven blog for a long time :O

My Relationship,
happy & sad.
everyday im in pain, i know he is too.
im stupid, i cant handle this kind of long distance relationship.
i just want a relationship without pain, i didnt ask for a lot right?
i know its nearly impossible without pain,
I JUST DONT WANT TO BE SAD :)
maybe its just me,
i willing to give up a relationship to give the best to everyone :)
For some people they wish to hold on to the very end,
but for me, maybe im too weak to do so,
im not strong :)

Last week i guess,
i fainted in a restaurant.
dont worry, im fine :)
my mum and sis got so scared.
im just dehydrated-.-
i should really take care of myself :(

HMMMMM i have my chemistry exam last week,
which the marks are included in my final :O
i think i did not-too-well.
kinda disappointed of myself for not studying enough.
i hope my marks at the end of the year will be better.

WHAT SHOULD I DO IN THE FUTURE?-.-
i seriously dont know leh.
someone help me please? LOL
i know no one could :(
WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOO?!?!?!

IF u ever see something you wont wish to see,
what will you do?
i shall just keep quiet. :)

all of sudden, i miss everyone so much,especially daddy.
dont blame me for being emo, cause i get down easily when its winter.

a click into blog

2011-05-30T13:49:00.002+10:00

BLOG UPDATED!!

problems

2011-04-25T00:15:00.002+10:00

Can my problems be solved? Somehow i think no :)
At first its all good, things change as time pass.
Everything change.

One sentence to remind myself,
No one would treat you as good as your daddy :)
Even your loved one is way way behind than good.

Sometimes, i hope there's someone in the world could read my mind.
Totally know what to do at certain time,
Especially when im down, that person could know by just hearing my voice.

Im not trying to complain,
but just to express my feeling argh!
Or else ill go insane some day.

Peace is what im looking for :)

Hopes Or Disappointment?

2011-04-23T00:36:00.002+10:00

Cant sleep-.- old dy i guess-.-
My brain too much things, too much.
Questions, questions and more questions.

I shouldnt hope too much,
Still remember he says that if i cant sleep MUST tell him right away.
I give a try today.
But the results is kinda disappointing.
Seriously i just hope he could talk to me for few minutes.
Few minutes is enough, i really wonder is it too much?

Oh well, writing this with ipod touch is pretty cool ._.
Easy and dont have to on my lappy :)

Its good friday!
God bless everyone!

few days after shooting

2011-04-18T00:06:00.007+10:00

YO! IM BACK !

Im looking at the time, 12.21am.
so Im thinking whether should i write today or yesterday-.-

ANYWAY,
Its a not-so-busy day for me,
Ive been studying my leaners and slacking with my school works and drama for today LOL
Cos im doing my computer test tomorrow, scary LOL
100%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! come to me baby :3
after tomorrow Ill straight have my L!! but have to do 120 hours to get P-.-
Im watching 'gong ju ga dou' today LOL
The second time im watching this, soooooooooooo NICE!

*FIXING MYY BEANIEE*
"I FAT ALREADY D:
what to do? need to slim down :(
but I LOVE EATING D:"

*secret talk with my brother taeyang shhhh*

OKAY! need to chiong study for my final but i cant stop slacking :(
JIAYOU BA VERONICAAAAAAAAA!

god bless everyone :)

FINALLY HOLIDAY

2011-04-10T17:25:00.003+10:00

*TRYING TO ACT CUTE :D*

Finally it came to the end of term 1, such a busy term.
Im quite scare when it's april now, cos is seems few more months left till exam-.-

Recently, I SO DAMN FAN BY A GIRL!
IM FAN BCOS OF A GIRL FOR THE FIRST TIME OMG LOL
What a joke-.-
i hate her :( i hope she doesnt know my blog LOL
SHE'S A MONSTER!
Having not-so-well results for my test seems to disturb me a lot.
screw that girl =) like seriously,
i really hope i could say : STOP TOUCHING ME AND ASK ME TO GIVE YOU ANSWERS! i dont even have enuf time to finish it.
Told my mum about it, she asked me to scold her back LOL

Conclusion : I'm so disappointed for my test.

SO...
my holidays now are like study break, which means you need to study at home instead of school-.-
therefore, this year i wont have holidays-.-
STUPID FINAL! faster pass please..i wanna have funnnnnnnnnnnnn!

TODAYY went shopping like a shopaholic LOL
very SHUANG AND HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY x100 LOL
saw lots of stuffs :) and i love ittttt :P
I hold those bags till my hand pain-.- cos im holding my sis bags too.
Thats the reason why LOL
anyway it's fun cos im holding the most bags than everyone LOL
when i looked at myself i laughed randomly XD
for the first time i do that, and it feltttttt AWESOME.
awesome feel while shopping, sad feel after shopping-.-
i finally can feel the pain using own money shopping LOL :\
especially when you worked for it-.-

Saying bout working,
this holiday will be about 2.5 weeks,
so i ask mum should i go and work in the city.
before asking i was wondering should i work or revise at home, cos studying is important now at final, working is anytime.
My mum told me : You stay home and study.
LOL im so surprise, cos she always wanted me to work.
But this time her answer is different.
Maybe she understands that I'll work next time anyway,
what for working at final year, better study :)

I have LOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS to post and say,
but i forgotten most of it HAHAHAHAHA
but i wont forget one thing,
that Short-Term-Memory girl LOL!! iloveherrrrrrrrrrr.

FREEDOM & PRIVACY is really important for me,
seriously YES.
i want my own freedom to do my thing,
if you trust me, you ll let me :)

trust.

busyy day

2011-03-24T22:33:00.006+11:00

Its no point saying sorry after doing the same mistakes over and over again,
maybe you dont get it, or maybe im the one who dont get it.
sick of argue, tired of homeworks.

i should concentrate on my homeworks, and study.
no point keep on going on like this.

long distance relationship wasnt as simple as you thought it was,
and now? hmmmms
no idea what to do :) i cant handle this already.
i know i cant :) i know it all the time :)
Maybe i just hope i can,
But i gave a false hope for myself,
Sorry myself for being a fool :)

hahahaha!!today my ah tsin bday!!
she zhang da liao finally!!
Gong xi gong xi :p

Ive learn something about life,
u cant find a guy loves you more than your dad,
Recently i really get this,
totally true.

When ppl first get to know you the first time,
they ll treat you very good,
After sometime u get to know them more,
Their personality just appear :)
Sometimes you just wish they are the first them. :)

i appreciate my life,
i ll learn to get a better life! :)
loveeeeeeemyfriends :)

tired

2011-03-09T21:17:00.002+11:00

LOTS AND LOTS OF HOMEWORK THIS YEAR!
seriously very tired after school everyday.
like i dont have time to rest and do my homework.
i hope i could score well, but im afraid i cant.
pressure.

holidays please come soon :(
i need a rest!

days had been bad for past few days,
i wish happy days would come soon :)
no pain no gain i guess.
or 先苦后甜？

Millions of things on my mind recently,
I NEED A VACATION to make me feel more relax.

sometimes i close my eyes,
whenever i dreamt sweet dreams,
i wish i dont have to wake up from this awesome dream,
or i wish it's reality than a dream.

I dreamt lots of stuffs,
there's been lots of trouble,
some were told, some were not.

TROUBLE is there, need to solve,
a trouble that need to considerate by myself, ONLY me
but i think i dont know how,
maybe i should just concentrate on my final,
leave the trouble till the end of the year :)

there's a woman who i met,
says that im a thinker,
maybe i am,
how i wish i dont have to think a lot,
to be a child who knows nothing.

BACK after 3 months LOL

2011-02-16T23:21:00.007+11:00

ITS A FRESH NEW 2011 YEAR!

Due to not enough of time,
I shall just put picture some pictures! :)

ME @ Study Camp

Super bored that time :(
so took some pictures zilian XD

My Room LOL

ALL IN MSIA *below*

♥

@i-city with awesome friends :)

@home with my CUTE cousin ♥

will blog more when i have free time :)

2010-11-06T23:16:00.002+11:00

Sigh! Online for what-.-
nothing to do again.
And here i come to my blog :D

last friday last day of school.
This week start just have to go for exam days.
Pretty bored.
I wish i could have more fun somewhere or anywhere.
Sick of staying at home, a place full of silence.

I miss my home in msia :D
at least its much more noiser there :D
miss my grandma lots :3
miss her laughs and voice :)
blame myself a lot ...

When people grows older,
theyll get less happy than before,
smiles are lesser and lesser,
its sad to see a cheerful person became a emotional person,
why cant people stay happy forever?
I know its impossible.

as my teacher says,
if theres no boring bit in ur life,
you wont appreciate the fun bit.
:D so truee.
Its like if theres no sadness,
people wont appreciate and love the happy moments.
:D

ipod nano 2010

2010-10-28T22:48:00.008+11:00

guess what?
nowadays online just for blogging-.-
its like not lots of people online.

anyway,
today went boxhill after gym to get a dictionary ._.
i feel im so weird there--"
cause everyone like wear so thick and im just wearing singlet LOL
like the only one--"
weird.

bwahahha,
apple became more and more popular-.-
tahdaaaaaa :D
new ipod nano :D
maybe you guys seen it before already :P
anyway its pretty cool :)
its touch screeeeeeeen!

Wheeeeeee,
cause mum wants a ipod to listen music,
so my sis & me bought this for her,
BWAHAHAHA

Goodluck to all SPM-ers XD
GBU

难道我做错了吗？
上线是一种错，下线也是一种错。
看着别人的天真，我发现我太过于在乎别人的感受，而让自己找烦恼，
有时真的问自己，为什么自己连发脾气的机会都没有，
脾气太好，让人觉得是应该的，
难道不知道什么事都没有应该的吗？:)
我真的很注重友情，
为什么有些人会把友谊当做不怎么一回事呢？
真的让我很难过。真的真的和伤心。
我发脾气的时候，别人当做事我无理取闹。
我真的好累，
想在这里画个句点。
不想再回到这伤心的句点了。
人不是没有脾气的。

random :D

2010-10-18T20:58:00.003+11:00

Thanks (L) :P

Sometimes a little care from peoples could really make my day.
Even a small little smile could cheer me up.
Ohwell, i want a happy lifeeeeeee :DD

快乐的时候时间会过，伤心的时候时间也会过，不如开心地让时间过，不是更值得吗？
for people who always emo.
Think wise before try to be sad or depress.

P.S :　SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH AND CHINESE

Should i really get my L soon?-.-
I cant be bother and lazy to read-.-
*wondering*

YAY :D

2010-10-18T18:56:00.013+11:00

I shall update since i haven update for some time ._.

Haven been online for quite some time.
miss my lappy D:

well well well,,
I'll summarize it cause i wont on for too long D:
TOMORROW ORAL EXAM! ARGH HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT ==

time passed and my papa go back already D:
we went Asian Buffet before he went back :D
the food there are AWESOME *thumbs up*
no doubt that i'll go there again XD

There's japanese food, dim sum, noodle soup/laksa, soups, rice, blablablabla!
SO YUMMY :DDD ♥

THE SEAFOOD CORNER! :D

HOHOHO DOWN THIS ONE!
MY PARADISE XD
DESSERTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

drinking 'Green Slipper' with 'tau fu fa' on the table LOL

LAST PICTURE! ME IN THE TOILET! ==
*honestly think that i look fat in this :( *

END

XD

2010-10-02T16:37:00.001+10:00

YENG LEA :D MY CAR LOL!

OK SORRY

IM JUST BORED D:

random

2010-09-28T01:02:00.000+10:00

Bill Gates speech: 11 rules your kids did not and will not learn in school

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

OMG I FEEL ITS SO TRUE!

DONT YOU THINK SO?? LOL

:)

2010-09-28T00:09:00.008+10:00

Holidays had passed a week,
one more week left.

Daddy came here again :D
But things get different i dont know why.
He bought me this :D

wheeee~DKNY perfume :3

IM LOVING IT XD

Then we went to Dromana beach.
go and play? NO WE DONT GO AND PLAY AND SWIM-.-

on the way to the beach :D

its spring and its freezing-.-
since its not far away so just went there and have a look.
Seriously the water is so clearrr.
there's a small port there.
i walked till the end the water is still crystal clear-.-
amazing :O

The older i grow,
the more i learned.
the more things i know,
the more i have to keep it to myself.
The more i keep to myself,
the more i couldnt stand the stress.

There's one moment,
i wanna leave all these,
and go to a peace place.

I wish there's no feeling of pain,

GBU AND ME :)

:)

2010-09-23T23:38:00.003+10:00

Teeheee used itouch to write this post.
Kept too much things to myself.
The only way i thought of releasing is writing it out :)

Things happen for a reason.
Many things i saw was true, i cant deny.
I wish all this wouldnt had come.
My heart aches when i listen to those sentence,
over and over again.
I kept quiet the whole way,
i know the truth,
i understand the reason,
but i just cant say anything out.
I wish its was a dream.
If it isnt, i wont wish to wake up and face the reality of life.

fate

hmmms

2010-09-20T23:41:00.002+10:00

ugh,
feel so sick today.
walk also dont have the energy to walk.
-sigh-

Seriously,
do you believe in fate?
today i keep on asking myself this quest.
i dont know why.
i cant say i dont believe.
cause without fate, how would i met people around me now? :)

:D

2010-09-19T12:30:00.007+10:00

LET'S START WITH A SMILING SUN? :)

HOLIDAYS! :D
But seems like the holiday gonna end soon as i have so much things to do :)
After having such a bad day for these few days,
let us see something amazing :O

"This picture for those who short sighted,
take off ur spec and see and put it on back and see,
you'll see something different =p"

"People nowadays have panda eyes
but how to cure it? :(
TAH DAAA~"

Recently,I'd quite a bad day :)
I truly hope it will end ASAP.
I have a test in these holidays.
I really want to do it well.
WHY YOU GUYS WANNA HURT ME NOW?
seriously why?
i just wanna do good in my exams and tests.
NOW im totally dead and cant concentrate in anything.
thanks

I wanted to change my blog url
should i?
or maybe turn it into private
maybe?

Most people say im stupid,
I really dont deserve to be treated this way,
I wanted to go to a place,where no ones know me,
and i dont know anyone :)

blahblahblah

2010-09-11T22:48:00.008+10:00

Let me tell you about a guy who changed my world
I don't know just how he's doin' that
he's on my mind, he's takin' my time
I'm loosin' my way but now he's bringin' me back
He's my ipod i got him on replay,
I love the way he lie's and he's making me wanna say,
the dj got us falling in love ♥

BWAHAHAHHA! MY PANDA EYES-.-

HMMMMM!
i went to church last sunday,
it was awesomeeeeee!
i never thought of a church could be like this
it make me realise every church are different with others.
When i went in, there's christian music.
not those slow music.
like quite rock kind of music with live band with guitar, piano, drum.
the bass almost gonna break my heart into pieces-.-
nice church :D i like this one :x
thats why there's so many teenagers there :/

Then,
i went to a place to find an uncle.
aww, he's so nicee ._.

GBU :D
jiayou and all the best for those who have trials sooon ♥

gymmmm

2010-09-02T19:53:00.008+10:00

This whole week i went gym everday,
so hardworking lea me :P
i know i know :x
today i went again, i saw someone from my school , but graduated :D
cant believe i saw him there :/
im surprised :O

LEGO? yes yes. its lego......
lego usb :D
so niceeeee :D

and so specialll :D

This necklace could fold into two :D awesomeee :D

Can I pretend that airplanes in the night like shooting sky? I would really use a wish right now~ :)

WAH O_O

2010-08-31T17:39:00.005+10:00

WELCOME TO MY WORLD! :D

CHINESE EXAM FASTER FINISH PLEASE D:
but dont come too soon-.- i haven prepared yet :/
After finished my chinese this year i wont touch chinese already :D
YAY that next year dont have to study chink already :D

HMMMM! few sundays ago,
went yamcha with my aunty and uncle :D
then you know lahhh, i very tamjiak nowadays.
at there keep eat and look and choose and eat somemore LOL
its like i keep choosing what i want :/ *blush*
while i was eating, i realise aunty keep looked at me when i turn to see her.
this is awkward, then i quickly turn away.
i thought my face dirty or something.
then continous like this happened LOL
when she say,
'when i dont smile or no emotion, my mouth got kind-of smiley mouth LOL
in my heart was like, ohhh thats why u keep on looking-.-
then uncle say that's good, next time children and grandchildren will be filial towards me.
i was like, oh LOL thank you LOL
for me its pretty funny :P (Y)

THE END

words

2010-08-29T00:20:00.002+10:00

I wanted to type lots of stuffs
but when i click in blogger.com
my mind goes empty.

Thanks peeps who at least made my day
:)
thank you :)

failure

2010-08-21T22:19:00.003+10:00

chinese oral sac today.
i did badly.
when i just stand in front of the class,
my mind gone blank.
seriously blank, not even a word appears in my mind.
this really proves how nervous am i.
due to i cant rmb anything,
i need take the paper and look at it and read.
seriously that time i feel so down.
peoples who did before me did so well,
its like me, only me.
i seriously cant get the confident that i wanted.
i read the paper the whole way,
instead of giving out like a speech.

i know i FAILED.
i seriously have no idea how to gain confident,
before that i thought i could,
then i realise i seriously couldnt.

really disappointed with myself,
therefore i not in a good mood today.

the first time i felt so hopeless.

gone insane :O

2010-08-18T22:48:00.003+10:00

i always have the feeling of,
whenever i go out i will like
- 'AHHHH this is soooo niceee'
- 'OMG this is so chioo'
- 'wow! i want this'
this kind of sentence :O

i think everyone have this feeling :O
if not you might be abnormal or something :P

therefore, i wanna be a billionare~ so freaking bad~ ♩♪♫

blahblahblah
actually i have nothing to write LOL
its all crap here :(
i apologize.
its not too late to apologize right? :P

I HATE QUARRELS :O -pfft-

teeeeheee

2010-08-16T23:34:00.004+10:00

OMG! -.-
FINALLY! -.-
DONE! -.-

anyway how's my new skin? :)
give some comment pleaaaaseee :)

duh

2010-08-15T22:14:00.000+10:00

due to i dont know what i did,
my previous skin totally screwed-.-
so i simply chooose a template :)
hope could get a nice skin when im free :P

chinese exam sooon

2010-08-14T23:35:00.004+10:00

*KACHAAA* i dont know the sound of the camera LOL
instant camera 7s :)

anyway,
bwahahaha im backkk! :P
as you know, ive been quite busy nowadays ._.

Recently,
im busy but i dont want to be busy LOL
slacking ._.
i dont want so much p.r.e.s.s.u.r.e.

my chinese oral exam coming soooooon.
at this moment,i have no confident at all.
that's really terrible that my oral is in less than 70 days.
im scared.
im nervous.
although haven reach, but my oral test is around the corner.
im so dead.
i wonder how can i get some c.o.n.f.i.d.e.n.t ?

i might reput my cbox.
should i?
cause it seems really quiet-.-

꺼져줄게 잘 살아

2010-08-09T18:27:00.003+10:00

꺼져줄게 잘 살아

똑바로얘기해 날보고서 내눈을 쳐다 보고 말을해

헤어지잔 그말이니 나와 끝내고 싶은거니

(알아) 넌 여자가 생긴거야

(알아) 넌 내게 실증난거야

(다만) 눈물이 차오르지만

꺼져줄게 잘 살아 그말밖에난 못해

잊어줄게 잘 살아 나없이도 행복해

니가 버린사랑 니가가져가 남김없이 가져가

미안하단말도 하지마 내걱정하지마

(알아) 난 너를 다 지울꺼야

(알아) 난 네가 참 미울꺼야

(다만) 모든걸 다 알면서도

꺼져줄게 잘 살아 그말밖에난 못해

잊어줄게 잘 살아 나없이도 행복해

니가 버린사랑 니가가져가 남김없이 가져가

미안하단말도 하지마 내걱정하지마

you 내가 살았던 이유

you 내가 원했던 전부

you 나 하나만 바라봐주던 너잖아

why 왜 날 떠나는거야

why 왜 날 버리는거야

어차피 이럴거면서 왜 날 사랑한거니

혹시 그 날 생각나 우리 처음 만난 날

아직도 난 생각나 니가했던 약속이

나만 아껴주고 나만 지키고

나만 사랑한다고

난 믿었어 너의 거짓말

난 믿었단 말야

Oh 사랑하긴한거니

Oh 잊어줄게 잘살아

hopes

2010-08-04T22:48:00.003+10:00

Sometimes i hope could live in the past,
where all my smiles belong,
where all the person i want around me,
which i feel i'm always wanted,
where people don't leaves me,
whoever that stays beside me,
whenever i need,
i always hope things wont change,
i really do,

miracles, do you exist?

bwahahahah limo

2010-07-27T21:00:00.006+10:00

OK LETS GET STARTED :D :D
Not party started kay :P

HMMMMMM!
I shall write something bout I first time heard and saw LOL
I saw black limousine before for the first time near a beach ._.
Black is normal colour nothing special @_@
However, last few days while jogging saw a PINK limo.
Chim right? LOL
When I saw I was like O______O PINK?!-.-

Then then then,,
Last few weeks, I saw a so-called party bus.
Mummy say people party inside the bus.
Prettty good yeah? XD
I firrst time heard that LOL
I tried to google but cant the same colour/type that I saw :(
Toooooooo bad :(

THE ENDDD

AND AND AND
Almost forgotten.
I removed my cbox :P

mian haeyo

2010-07-11T01:58:00.003+10:00

미안 해요
i didn't mean to cause all this.
what's the feeling of people who you think they understand you left?
maybe it's just suits what i feel now.
totally speechless.
i didnt expect and didnt hope this day will ever come.
but it does.
maybe this is the reality.
yeah apparently it is.
i never ever thought of this would happen.
i tried.
geureo neun ni apeseo naega museun mareul hae

sometimes i really wish.
nae yeope isseojwo

넌 다를까 했어
neon dareul kka haesseo
:)

korean food + feelings

2010-07-07T00:04:00.012+10:00

Sigh, holidays gonna end SOON, very sooon. :(
I still haven even start resting enough-.-

Yesterday went to a korean restaurant :)
The foood there were (Y)(Y)(Y), very niceeeee.
This is the first time I saw another kind of korean something.
Idk what is it called so I named it something.
hahahaha XD

*The Plates*

*The Salad*

*Fire opened* *Before ingredients being placed*

*After the ingredients being placed*

Yummy P:
This holidays I became very 'tam jiak'. P:
Maybe too free keep on eating and eating.
Fat already.
Im so dead now.
But, I still love to eat LOL

I went to the supermarket before going to eat.
I walked all over the fridge section and look at all the food there LOL
And I spotted this thing.

WOW! mini cheesecake! XD
It still written 36 pieces in this box.
I wonder how 36 pieces could placed in it.
SO I bought one and open and eat and see!
LOOK!

TAHDAAA~
mini cheeesecake!
how "big" it is!
Then I finally understand how to fit in 36 pieces.
Well, it's still good anyway. (Y)

Ignore this. It's unnecessary.

Seriously, I dont like a perfunctory reply.
I wish people talks to me in MSN would be more cheerful.
And not always emo all the time :)
A cheerful conversation sometimes could really made my day.
I love all my friends :)
and also my family :)
♥ iloveyou ♥
and lastly happy birthday mummy :)
May ur wish come true.
♥ iloveyou ♥

online sucks

2010-07-03T22:36:00.003+10:00

My conclusion for online is = online sucks.
I regretted to on , everytime on bad things happen.
Apparently its always and I dont hope it happens all the time.
Everytime before on I'll always ask myself,
will i off in a bad mood today? or something bad might happen?
I always ask myself to think positive so I on.
And what? bad things always happen.

Seriously,
I just hope happy online happy offline. Thats it. Simple as that.
But why things have to be so complicated.
I feel so frusfrated.

Maybe I should be active in just blog,
and not MSN or FACEBOOK.
Although I didnt on facebook much.

I apologize if I did anything wrong,
Just finding a place where I can say everything out :)

Hope could have a chance to go skiing in this winter ♥

holiday + work

2010-07-01T00:58:00.004+10:00

Bwahaahaahahah!
UPDATE!! *nods*
One week holidays gonna gone soon.
Left another week only :'(
YES IM SAD.
I dont wanna go school :'( I wanna sleep :)

I've been so busy in this holidays.
With what? Dramas LOL
Yeah I love dramas.
What else? Sleep till afternoon (Y) ♥

Yeah, I got a job.
30th June 2010 my first day work. :D
OMG SO OLD ALREADY MEH T^T *sigh*
Hmmmm, working is really different with study life.
Thats why everyone loves schooling days.
Now i understand==
I dont wanna work already lah T^T
So lazy and boreddd.
Although could gain some experience, but still bored-.-
Earning money is hard, so guys appreciate what you have now :D
VERONICA DONT WANT TO WORK ANYMORE! D:
*sigh*

I today only remembered,
I should email something to my chinese class teacher last last saturday LOL
Its so long already LOL OMG
Im so dead. and my chinese exam coming soon.
GOSH.

AND AND AND!
MUM keep ask me learn my learner test.
Im so lazy and dont have the time D:

I wish time could be longerrrr.
Cause time flies D:

没有谁对不起谁，只有谁不懂得珍惜谁 :)

seminar

2010-06-14T00:24:00.004+10:00

UPDATED FINALLLLLY!

Yesterday went to a seminar outside school,
Its my first seminar outside LOL preeetty amazing :O
Saying about some kind of business which was pretty good.
Lucky that speaker kinda funny so did not made everything seems bored.
Then he says something about tour around the world.
LOL THEN MY SIS AND THEN MY MUM LOOK AT ME-.-
Okok I know travelling around the world is my dream LOL (Y)
Hope one day this dream will come true -fingercrossed-
Yeah, saw a (@*#^@^&$#^@#&@^#@ guy.
OMG how come he's so hottt? @^&#%@^#$@
Why Im not :( NOT FAIR-.-

I saw something O__________________O

NICE (Y)
watch+necklace combination.

Srsly I know Im a bit slow LOL
Now Im watching BOF AND IM SO INTO IT.
OMG ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Im so in love with koreans now :3
Last time for me koreans are nothing.
BUT NOW ITS EVERYTHING ♥
AND KOREAN SONGS ARE (Y)(Y)(Y) ♥

♥ he is soooo attractive

Name: 김범 / Kim Bum
Real Name: 김상범 / Kim Sang Bum
Profession: Actor, model, and singer
Birthdate: 1989-Jul-07
Height: 181cm
Weight: 63kg
Star sign: Cancer

especially his smile ♥

2010-06-03T00:20:00.004+10:00

heheheh, trying to look like a nerd although I think I already look like one-.-

Study..

..Study..

Study..

YAY!
My exam finish alreadyyy :D
The week of stress is over! *ugh*
Still have not enough sleep :(
School's alright,
for me? Same as usual.
Maybe Ive already use to it.
Somehow, I just wish to have more fun in school.

YEAH!
tsitsishenyinamandawongkrystalseeshuping+someone+others and everyone in MS!
I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH ALL OF SUDDEN!
Maybe I've gone crazy.
teeeeheeee :)

OH!
Just remember,
Im so dead now.
Chinese Class teacher want our work by the end of the term!
Im so dead. I haven even started.
GOSH !@^$%!&^%@&^!%#%&%@!
Still got little time to do!
CHIONG~!!!!

HEHE!
Dad came here last few days.
He brought me a collection of lip gloss (Y)
ILY DADDDDDDDY :D:D

Nowadays people seems NOT ONLINE ANYMORE!
It is because they have a life now? :O
Well, maybe true.

Currently, I realised that there's lots of unfair things in this world. Like such as people who are rich and poor ; expensive meal and no meal at all. Why cant everyone just be moderate? Wouldnt it be better? Sometimes I say 'THIS IS SO NOT FAIR' cause of something, I get mostly answer which is
'NOTHING IS FAIR IN THIS WORLD'. WHY WHY WHY?:(

Lastly,
I love all my blog readers :)

day after day

2010-05-27T00:12:00.006+10:00

One day, I walked back home alone. I realise the silent surrounding kinda peace for me. I saw a piece of red maple leaf fell from the tree. It seems so nice when it slowly reach the ground. Makes me remember a sentence that people always say."叶子的离开，是风的追求，还是树的不挽留。"

It seems like lesser and lesser online.
All studying for exam?o-o
Everyone seems so serious nowaday.
I understand SPM ._.

OKAY!
I have lots of homeworks too.
And also assignments.
It seems nonstop coming in.
OMGOSH, HOMEWORK PLEASE STOP FOR A SEC.
LET ME BREATHE-.-
Stress.

OMGOMGOMG,
I saw friend has really good photography pic,
Made me have interest in photography too-.-
Really really really nice.

Well,
I seems making everyone have a bad day.
Im sincerely sorry about that :)
I have no idea why.
I know its my fault for having bad attitude I guess,
Im sorry for whoever I made their day worse.
I'll change into better person kay :)
I promise I'll try my best to do so :)

Im truly sorry,
You know who you are that Im saying sorry to :)
If you do visit my blog ._.

what happen to me

2010-05-25T01:24:00.005+10:00

Seems like everything is just so wrong.
What's wrong? I DONT KNOW.
It's like just everything.
WHERES THE OLD ME?
Im still searching for it.
But as always, I couldnt get the answer.
OLD ME WAS ALWAYS HAPPY. HAPPY
But, its like not the me now.
Where's my smile? I wondered.
Veronica just wanted to be happy, cant she?
Yes. I do smile. But just not as much as before.
Why? What's the problem with me?
Veronica wants her smile back desperately.
Why Im not the happy go lucky girl anymore.
I just wanted to smile.

Im just trying to blog in order to make me feel better.
But it seems no effects on me.
Can someone make me smile?
I just want a smile which can last the whole year long :)

伤不起的女生

2010-05-18T22:16:00.002+10:00

有这这样一种女人，她们很傻。貌似很花心，其实很专一；貌似很坚强，其实比谁都要脆弱；貌似很开心，可是笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂呢？

其实很多时候，这一类人都是在自我折磨。明明很爱很爱对方，却宁愿心痛的死掉，也选择放手。然后转身离开，任眼泪随意放肆。

其实很多时候，这一类人很好懂。她们很害怕孤单，因为一个人的时候，她们会胡思乱想，她们会想起那个没有结局的故事，会想起那个模糊却又清晰的脸庞；因为一个人的时候，她们会觉得很没安全感。她们的要求总是那么的低，只要爱着的那个人陪着她们就好。

其实很多时候，这种女人都很敏感，都很容易猜疑。一个眼神、一个动作，都会让她们神经兮兮一整天。所以不要让她们恐慌，不要让她们伤心，如果爱她们。

其实很多时候，这一类女人都在感伤。不是她们多愁善感，只是容易触景生情罢了。她们喜欢用文字来刻画她们的心情，这也是她们的一种寄托方式。

其实很多时候，这一类人都处在矛盾之中，是继续，还是暂停；是放弃，还是坚持。看似感性的她们，却往往于最后让理性驾驭整个思维。

其实很多时候，这种女人害怕看见别人的甜蜜，不是嫉妒，只是会觉得和以前的自己好像。然后会陷入整个回忆，待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识，再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口。

其实很多时候，这种女人都很执著，有时候不明白她们在坚持着什么。她们是在期待那个没有结局的故事的结局还是在等待更大的伤害？她们就是傻，爱上了，就会像个洋娃娃，任意被摆弄。

这种女人，缺点太多，脾气太臭。有点任性，而且敏感多疑。所以要么不要靠近她们，要么就用真心对待她们。因为她们的心脆的，很伤不起。

first chiong k in melb :D

2010-05-15T23:18:00.008+10:00

To love doesnt just apply in relationship of boyfriend & girlfriend. It applies in friendship, families, and others too. :D To love someone is easy. It just a matter of true heart love or fake love. I love my family so much! ETERNAL LOVE! :D

Today is SATURDAY!! tahdaaa~ LOL
Of course is Saturday, as if other people dont know ._.
As usual went chinese class in the morning :D
But chinese class needa do role play.
Role play is something like oral and some acting in it ._.
I think I did badly cause of getting so nervous and not enough confident==
I remember last few days I have ESl Oral.
GAN JIONG DAO-.- sooooooo nervous,
When until my turn which is the last person who do oral :x
Im totally screwed.
I should be saying 'Good afternoon Miss Dimopolous.'
BUT I SAID 'Good morning Miss Freadman.'
OHMYGOSHHHH cause of nervous,
i screw the time and the teacher name-.-
Felt a bit 'xia suay'.

Karaoke :D

Continue today, then after chinese class,
Went 'chiong k' with sis and steph :)
I have sore throat which cause my voice more sexy-.-
Sad right, want sing k but sick previous day==

Learner's L

Then,
Went to cousin's house for dinnnnnner XD
Steamboat with elders and some other people.
EAt..Eat...eat..
Then, mum ask Logan teach me about learner's test.
Which means after that is getting L licence.
Wheeeeeee~ XD
He is such a good teacher (Y)
AMAZINGGGG COUSINNN :O

blahblahblah,
I know I blah a lot today :x
So, byeeeeeeeee :x
God bless everyone :D
Those who are having exams soon BEST OF LUCK!

A peace day end up like sh*t

2010-05-05T22:31:00.004+10:00

Everyone did mistake in their life, of course includes me. I did lots of mistake in my life. I really hope everything could turn back and change the mistake I've done. I understand to forgive and forget is a nice sentence, of course easy to say hard to do. To forgive is easy, but to forget is hard. If everything could be forgotten, there's wont be such a word call "MEMORIES". :)

I've been doing lots of mistake this few days.
I dont know why.
Maybe its really me that cause all the problems.
So, what can I do?
Forgive me for the mistake I've done :x

Yesterday think and think,
Realise life is boring, so lets go jogging? LOL
My homeworks getting more and more T______T
Im so stresssssss *sigh*
Plus Im so lazy-.-
so, now my homework as tall as could almost reach the sky :(
HELP ME? :):)

❤ STAY HAPPY EVERYONE ❤ God Bless :)❤

乌鸦嘴

2010-05-03T22:07:00.012+10:00

Everyone wants a happy everyday, but life aren't perfect, So, try to make yourself happy no matter what :D People might not be perfect but people can make their own day perfect! Smile everyone! :D

Schools,
Last friday there's a activity name as 'Dress according to your first letter name',
For example like if your name starts with A, you could dress as an angel.
That day was pretty nice as everyone dress up pretty well except me :x
I dress up as normal cause I dont have the time to buy costume-.-
Otherwise I will become A Vampire! :O

It seems lots of cosplay event in melbourne coming up,
I want to play D: D:
Never try this kind of event before,
BUT it seems fun yeah, agreee? lol

Today,
School as normal.
Everyone hate monday right?-.- begining of the week-.-
SO DO I!!
I want to sleep more!! D:
I've '乌鸦嘴' today. LOL
I bluff my sis say 'hey yu fei inside there playing badminton'
Before that we dont know where yufei is.
Then we looked behind and we saw yufei coming behind in the opposite direction-.-
I was like 'oooops' -.-

Then we went BH library,,
My sis was like 'So long didnt see that tall guy'
I was like 'Yeah yeah, how could we always saw him in the same place-.-'
I said again 'If saw him again you can go marry him already'
THEN, waiting at thr train station.
I was looking at a direction and was like O___________________O"
OHMYGOSH? did i see wrong? *rub eyes*
That so call 'tall guy' appear-.-
HOHOHO my sis gonna marry him cause of my "wu ya zui" LOL
Seriously its cool when you said something which you know it wouldnt come true really came true!-.-
The feeeling is awesome (Y)
Hope could try it again LOL

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Besties,
U KNOW WHAT?!
I MISSS YOU GUYSSS SO MUCHHH :'(
-sigh-
Hope you guys could just appear in front me,
and Ill give you guys a MASSIVE KISS *MUACKS* LOOOL
I FREAKING MISS YOU ALLLL :'(
Do you miss me? :(
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Random

2010-04-23T13:33:00.009+10:00

Seriously i have no idea what to update==
But i have the feeling want update,
SO WHAT SHOULD I DO? RAWR!

Okok Lets Begin~
But where should I start?
Too long didnt update already,so I dont know where==
Someone guide me? D:

Ok Ill shall start with online.
Seriously ONLINE is BORING! Especially you have nothing to do except facebook?
One good thing is facebook virus that is in my body is fading :OO
OHYEAH, for nike lovers, I gonna share a website.
[ http://www.store.nike.com/index.jsp?country=AU&lang_locale=en_GB ]
A super cool website to check out all nike stuffs. :O

OMG
I saw something cool when i google-ing LOL
A... SWISS ROLL??!?!?!??!

OMG hungry P:

anyway,
This laptop is super coool !
Could roll into like a swiss roll :O
Get me one? D: D:
Cause my laptop currently in a C.a.c.a.t condition.

I went to the GYM last friday,
LUCKILY no personal trainer that time,
OTHERWISE I will be gan jiong ._.
So, sis and I simply use the machine there LOL
Simply click that running machine then it moves.
Then I was like, muahahaha im smart, know how to use this LOL *actually i guessing only* :x

The Entrance

The Bathroom

My chinese homework(detail study) I haven done yet T____T
Everyone had done till essay d. *sigh*
Me? still in searching information for my study== LOL
Obviously way behind. Sorry that Im lazy ==
Seriously who can be bothered doing that?
ESPECIALLY CHINA HISTORY OR CULTURE.
I might sound racist, but many FACTS make me hate china.
I dont want to type this out, but its my personal feeling ._.
So, no offence yea :)

LAST! MY PERSONAL FEELING
muahahha i shall write in chinese ._.
其实我觉得世界上并没有什么不好吃的东西，
即使真的有一些，我们都不应该说不好吃，
看看正在饥饿的人，
他们连食物都没有，
我们算什么？还嫌好吃不好吃。
别人还没得吃呢！
人总是生在福中不知福~

还有！
我觉得一些男生真的很过分！
在facebook看到的~
我很想在这里骂他！
虽然我不知道他是谁== 但是他这样做是很错！
说什么一个胖女生追他什么肥婆
我想说！先生，你是十全十美吗？你觉得自己很完美吗？
你可以想想吗？
别人胖也不该那样叫她！她没有自尊吗？她是人！她有自尊！
可以不可以顾下别人的感受？
你根本没有资格这样说她！没有人是完美的！

Im done writing.
I wrote in chinese cause i feel chinese write is better.
Can express my feeling better since my english really bad :x

school reopen [autumn]

2010-04-10T18:48:00.005+10:00

!!!!HELLO GUYS!!!!

My blog is rotting. Should i continue let it rot? LOL
And it smells smelly already. :x
Well, I didnt do much during this holidays. *sigh*
I should had use my time wisely. *regret*
Till now, I haven touch my homework.
Now it's as tall as a mountain. OHMYGOSHH
Only have 1.5 day to finish.

Well, I said I have to get more sleep during this holidays.
BUT! It end up with the opposite way.
I slept lesser than before. Which is that's really sad.
Now I dont even dare to look in the mirror.
Can become a real panda already. LOL serious black==
Just like the panda's eyes in this pic! T^T

AND AND AND!
I went to join a gym.
well, I haven gone yet since the day I've joined.
Not that Im busy, but Im lazy since i join D:
Gotta get active a bit, NO MORE LAZYNESS VERONICA! :x
WAKE UP AND BE HYPER :D
*roger* LOL

words in the sky

2010-03-21T00:16:00.009+11:00

know what i saw today? :P
i saw words in the sky.
how awesome would it be if cloud became words :P
first time saw it :x
i never thought something like that would happen :P

STAY

COOL

LIPTON(took when the N havent finish)

ICE(saw but didnt take it :X)

so its STAY COOL LIPTON ICE-.-
how creative it is to promote their drinks in the air LOL (y)

btw,

short hair of me D:
hahahaha *wink
do you believe its short ? :P
guess urself XD

suddenly remember of something funny.
went to a restaurant and a waiter ask me
"may i take away ur cutlery?"
i stare at him and start wondering why he wanted to take away my "calory".
he stares and me cause i didnt answer him LOL
then my parents also start staring LOL
then i say "huh"
he says again wanted to take away my "calory".
ARGH! im SO BLUR THAT TIME!
then he says may i take away fork and spoon?
i say OH SURE.
then we laugh LOL
that moment i understand its cutlery=.=
i said sorrrrrrry-.-
maybe u dont get what im talking.
so just ignore it :P

i love my friends and family♥

A.P.P.R.E.C.I.A.T.E.D♥

randomm

2010-03-14T22:05:00.004+11:00

Everyone start having their own life now.
As i see, everyone seems busy with their things.
Well, everytime I'm online seems to be a loner :(
I'm so alone.
everyone seeems busy doing their own things and i cant be bothered to disturb. *sigh*
Maybe I shouldnt online so much so this problem wont occur.

After reading amanda's blog new post,
I also start thinking who am i really are,
I really cant the answer.
Am i a happy-go-lucky person or a sad person?
Sometimes i really dont know :x

I've been through so much since i came aussie.
I wish all happy moments could just slow down a little :)
Sad and Happy moments just past in a blink of eye. *sigh*
All became memories.
One year and One month I in Aussie,
Life is so unpredictable.
Never think about I'll stay here.

Well,life still goes on no matter what.
Clock is ticking seconds and seconds.
Maybe I should learn that, just stay happy and lead to a better life :)
Guys, stay happy too.
Life goes on no matter you are happy or sad.
Don't let the sad stuffs ruin ur happy life *wink* :)

I just hope that i wont be so alone from this day ♥

cny + schools + photo day

2010-02-24T19:23:00.010+11:00

let me recall what i did in cny week. HMMMM LETS SEE!
first day of cny i had dinner with family and relatives ♥
then i went to boxhill cause there was a celebration there XD
boxhill is a place full of asian! XD
im surprise that a lot 'ang moh' went to see the celebration LOL
when we reach there, it was so crowded-.-
so many food stalls there but we didnt try the foood there.
cause too full XD

walk..walk..walkk...

then i saw a stall selling those changing light thingy.
i bought a huge dolphin necklace LOL
the necklace and the dolphin could change few colours! awesome ♥
i wanted to take a pic put tat effect just not nice! :(
cant take with lots of colour so i just forget bout it :(

walk..walk..walkk...

then we walk until the shop behind and i saw fun fair ♥
omG, there more crowded than before.but it seems more fun hahahah XD
walk into the fun fair and i saw something.
one tall,thin and long stuff LOL
omG,so excited! tat thing could turn 360 degree circle :O
seems more "chi gek" than space shot lol * seems only * XD
i wanted to play but the queue was so long ):
so just went back home with a bad feeling-.-
i'll feel bad whenever i miss something excited :X

and i saw lots of "ants" LOL
hope you get wad i mean :O

i went to a playground and took a photo :X
so random right?-.-
yes yes..i know LOL
wheeeeeeeeeeee :D

ohyeh!i went boxhill and have lunch with dad at another day.
then i saw a band of police singing.
i was like HUH?! O_____O =______________=
then i only realise theres a function or something.
surprise that a band of police like a band of musician LOL
i think the function is about cancer or something.
just not sure bout it :D

my black jumper already arrived! XD yay!
im not happy because it already arrived but tat ppl didnt called my mum!
my mum had to go the shop and see only know!
how mean :O

Today is photo day in school.
im so stupid kay-.-
today i dont know what time is the photo so i went library during private studies.
then i saw my year a guy there so i see he haven go so i stay there do hmwk XD
then i see time its weird why so late no ppl say anything in the broadcast thing.
then till recess i ask "HUH U TAKE PHOTO ALREADY?!" "yup"
i was like " ..... " walao no ppl tell-.-
so take individual de photo only and the class photo is already over-.-
argh! im so stupid -.-

Schooling day for everyone now XD
enjoy yourrrr schooool :O

updates

2010-02-12T16:27:00.011+11:00

i love him so much ♥ learn his pose XD

muahahahah one more week gone..
this week better than previous week cause could go home early more times than before XD

Today has assembly to give award..
SO..i purposely late to school cause i dont want to go and get it==
sibeh paiseh u know LOL-.-
then i go school at 10.40am XD am i cool? LOL
i go back home at 12.45pm XD cause no class ad..only two hours at school :X
friend told me i get award for esl(english second language)
actually i could TRY do english main stream..*its a try lol*
BUT..esl can get bonus mark in VCE exam..so do this lor XD *pandai*

Today MY LAO GONG aka KAMEI gimme flowers LOL
a hand made one ♥ nice :)
fyi,kamei is a girl..so dont think much LOL
ily! XD
she took three hours to make that-.- how nice :)
thanks and appreciate it XD

I REALISE ITS CNY AND VALENTINE DAY ON THIS SUNDAY!!
LOL..i didnt notice it until today..
so..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE DAY!! ♥ ♥
its 57 years once when that two days fall on the same day.
hope u guys could get many ang pau and belanja me makan LOL XD

My dad will come tomorrow! YAY!
i miss him XD and also my phone==
hope dad wont be lonely when he come :)
since he keeps complain he lonely in msia== :(

LASTLY FOR MY FRIENDSS XD
i put last doesnt mean u guys are the last in my heart kayy :)
although we dont chat much i still love youuuu XD
dont think i'll forget youu kay~
u guys are unforgettable XD ♥

사랑해요~

first day 2010 in school :)

2010-02-07T23:35:00.000+11:00

:) i know i look cool LOL

first day in school is better than i thought..
cause this is the first year i go for school in the first day..
i thought i gonna be alone and miserable cause i have no idea where to go..
went to assembly at first then saw kinda lot of new students..
hmmm, mostly was china..i hope got one from msia but DONT HAVE-.- *sobs*

listen.. listen.. listen..

then go to back to classes..
my class was 11C :D
im the last class not because im stupid==
is because they follow according to the surname XD
this year will be a better year from last year..
because year 11 and 12 are VCE..we are senior of the school *awesome* XD
now i can go to the common room, library special room, black jumpers *yeah* XD
common room is like canteen for only VCE,so we dont have to queue up with lots of ppl outside :|

OHYEH!i have 3 period of physics for tuesday!two weeks once 3 periods..
OMG!GOSH..3 period like 2 hours==
it make me out of breathe==
cause the weather is so hot and the classroom is heater==
the most terrible day ever..
2 hours was like 2 days couldnt end==
im so so dead==

the following days after first day was boring-.-
teaching started and i started yawning LOL
so so soooo freaking boring==
nowadays heaps of homework..have lesser time to online..feel so sad-.-
so stress with hmwkss-.- homework could make my life shorter-.- no joke*sob*

CONCLUSION!
school reopen is boring and lots of hmwk-.-
how could i survive in this year :(

gambateh ♥

school reopen

2010-01-30T16:27:00.006+11:00

going back school on monday! aw :(
feel so boring-.- but still have to go-.-
im not excited at all-.- *sigh*

yesterday boys like girls in msia! *screams* XD
but im not there-.- *sigh*

i realise online very SIEN you know-.-
facebook, msn, musics and NO MORE-.-

ohyeh! peter owe me and tsi tsi mcD!! YAY
yummy P= muahahhaa XD
and teng~u also sure lose de laa XD
wait treat me also laa :P

whats more..
hmmm..i in love with two guy now D:
*sobs* they are owned i guess D:
so what? i still love them XD *wink*
RAYMOND & TAEYANG!! ILY ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

nothing really much during my holidays D:
i dont with my blog XD
cause i really have no idea what to write-.-
so! tsi tsi! teng! peter!! O____O
update ur blog too!cause i also dont know what to write! but i still post lol

song (Blame It on the Pop)

2010-01-06T19:31:00.004+11:00

United State of Pop 2009
(Blame It on the Pop) :)

new year :D

2010-01-01T00:00:00.001+11:00

OMG ITS NEW YEAR! :)

A new year A new start :)

i feel kinda sad now=-=

cause my new year count down i use it for blogging,

and i forgotten the time LOL

and it PASSED=-=

when i look at clock its already 12.30am=-=

byeee 31-12-2009 11.59pm :)

birthday , trip

2009-12-31T23:30:00.000+11:00

let my name begin the post~ LOL

briefly explains what i do on my holidays :D
hmmm didnt really do much tho=-= still fine overall :)

hmm, my parents cant celebrate my birthday together with me on that day D:
cause my mum gotta work ):
then they say will celebrate after a few days..
but after that day seems so busy=-=
i forgotten what we done LOL
so my birthday wasnt completed with my family :(
BUT! they do give me a present ♥ :)

looks simple but i ♥ it :)
cost RM600-700 seh=-= cause its white gold=-=

well, i do went for holidays in the holidays @@
i went to canberra :D
canberra was boring=-= all those offices there and its the capital city=-=
tha place wad something like "putrajaya"..so no doubt its BORING!
need 8 hours to reach the place=-= uh~
well, sydney was fun ♥
first thing is we walk the sydney market :D
we so lucky cause the market just opens on sunday and we are there at sunday! :D
*i think its sunday if im not mistaken =x*
then we went to have our lunch,
MmmmMmmmMm~ Yummy P=
one thing special bout the lunch XD
is.....

THIS!! BEER!!@@
cousin ask us to try..
dad and mum didnt felt angry when cousin ask me to try the beer O________O
why? cause its non-alcohol beer LOL
i wonder how they make it non-alcohol=-=
drink how much also wont drunk=-=

lets continue..the sydney bridge and a SOLAR BOAT :X
its so special cause i never seen a solar boat before :X but it still alright :X

next next next..its about an ice cream!!
let me recall the shop name=-= its coperhagens*if im not wrong*
the ice cream taste so niceeeeeeeeeeee♥

the top filling(choco and caramel) we can put how much as we wan XD

whats more in sydney..opera house and a skateboard place+.+

last is BONDI BEACH :)
i love the beach cause its so clean and nice ♥
i feel so excited when they suddenly take video which will shows on tv..OMG~
saw cameras and lots of stuffs..

i took a picture with me=-=
so ignore the people inside and see the scenery!thanks! XD

Finally! i UPDATED my blog :)

1.33pm 22/12/2009 not online for a moment

2009-12-21T01:43:00.001+11:00

NOT

GONNA

ONLINE

FOR

A

MOMENT :)

bye

bieee hageaypypywhy :D <3

holiday :D

2009-12-15T10:57:00.000+11:00

good morning :D

holidays
holidays
holidays :D

update
update
update :D

YAY!!but time during holidays pass really fast..
*blink* and its called a day D:
arghh!!too long didnt blog i dont know what to post =x
papa coming in 3-4 hours time :D
i think i already didnt see him for few months D:
i miss him~ :D
wanted to do a lot of stuffs during holiday but forgotten what to do LOL
hmmm, went roller blade last thursday :D
could say as first time went there LOL
it was so fun but i fell =x
hurt my hand D: *pain for 3 days*

FYI, i too lazy to update my blog =s
its because i dont know what to write =x
then i finally realised my last post is in november =x
which is one month ago LOL
ohyeh!! i wanted to watched 2012 since the movie came out!!!
until now i haven watch!!! arghhh!!! mum keep ask me wait T.T
wait till old already lorrr=-=

well..turning 16 in two more days :D
yay :D
but one thing bad bout this is..
mum dont let me learn driving here T.T
she say go back msia only ask papa teach me T.T
she dont wanna teach me here T.T
*sobx*
but nevermind D:
i will wait then :D
cant wait to go back next year +.+
its like very long to go but i think time will flies ^^
hmmm,i realised many people watching 海派甜心 x.x
is it that nice i wonder? x.x

bad year bad mood

2009-11-14T20:48:00.000+11:00

This year Sux seriously..
i hope it will end soon and everything starts in a new begining.
Im really speechless already..
wanted to say something but nothing to say..
This year, 3 relatives pass away already..but i love my grandma most..
i seriously very tired and stress..just take as i give up everything..
Rest In Peace and I Love You all(:

Second thing..
my exam is around the corner..
next whole week will be revision week as teachers say in school..
yay?have to study and dont think too much? *sigh, i hope so*
a lot to cover during exams..
but the best thing is..i dont have to go school after exam^^
yay..but need to go for few morning only v^^v
but year 7,8,9 need to go school after exam.. :x
too bad..=x
need to revise so might not online really often or long time..
so..
happy holidays for friends in msia..
especially my best friends^^ have a nice holiday^^

lazy to change font colour and add picture or all that..
too tired for it..
gonna sleep early today..
for not thinking so much anymore(:

another story :)

2009-11-09T23:20:00.000+11:00

another story :)

kinda touching :)

一天女孩過生日，男孩子在她生日的聚會上送了她一只可愛的毛毛熊，在各種生日禮物中，這根本算不上是禮物．女孩有些生氣，也許更多的是憤怒，沒想到自己男朋友這麼小氣，今天是她的生日，還來了這麼多朋友．去年男孩在她生日的時候送了她一把很名貴的藏刀，男孩發誓說，如果有一天他背叛了女孩，女孩可以用刀劃破他的胸膛．今年，兩個人一直在討論兩個人的未來，這麼多朋友都來為女孩慶祝生日，是男孩說在生日哪天會給女孩一個終生難忘的禮物．結果似乎一切都出乎大家的以外，當然主要是女孩！面對女孩憤怒的眼神，男孩只是壞壞的笑，這份禮物真的讓女孩終生難忘．女孩在聚會中喝了很多酒，而男孩只是在旁邊静静的喝着可樂．聚會結束，他們要回到自己的小家，上了公路，女生一直很憤怒，一直在埋怨，車的後排座放了很多名貴的禮物，當然還有那只毛毛熊.女生開始抱怨男孩不愛她，不珍惜他們的愛，男孩只是静静的開着車，什麼也沒有說，偶然會有一絲笑在臉上．酒精在衝動的驅使下發作了．女孩吐了，男孩靠邊停了車，女孩大發脾氣，指責男孩給了她這樣一個不愉快的生日，說了一些很傷感情的事情，男孩一直無語，只是一只手拿着紙巾，一只手拿着礦泉水．女孩突然跑到了公路中間，男孩沒有拉住她，兩個人就這樣在公路上拉扯着．突然，一輛飛馳的快車直奔兩個人行駛過來，男孩想都沒想的扔掉了手中的東西推開了女孩，女孩的頭重重的摔到了地上，等她蘇醒的時候，她已經躺在了醫院，頭上綁着繃帶．那輛飛速行駛汽車的司機，証明是酒後駕車．男孩被撞出了15米，當救護車到的時候，他嘴裡一邊吐着血一直說着〃别管我，看我女朋友怎麼樣？〃到了醫院，男孩已經去了另一個世界，他最後的一話是毛毛熊，毛毛熊在他的要求下，被醫護人員帶上了救護車，他在這個世界上最後的一段路，就是這只小熊一直陪着他．女孩得知男孩離去的消息，一直在哭，哭的昏过去了好幾次．一個有心的護士把小熊送到了她的枕邊．女孩再一次從昏厥中醒來，看着小熊上邊有着男孩的血，似乎有着男孩的體温，她緊緊的把它抱在了胸前，輕輕的摸着它．突然摸一件很硬的東西，女孩從小熊的口袋裡摸出了一件東西，一個戒指盒，裡面有一隻漂亮的鑽石戒指，女孩看到這一切，切底崩潰了．她拼命的哭，用力的撕着自己的頭髮和頭上的繃带，但是一切似乎都没有意義了．女孩去了停屍間，那是的男孩身上的血跡已經被擦干，他干干净净的，安詳的躺在那裡，嘴角還是有着一絲壞壞的笑，女孩用手摸着男孩的頭，淚水從眼角劃落，她不想哭出聲，因為男孩不喜歡她哭．女孩第二天就出院了，回到了他們曾經愛的港灣．打開房門，她被眼前的一切嚇呆了，房間裡滿是玫瑰，桌子上有一個大大的蛋糕，旁邊的一個保温餐盒和一張卡片．打開餐盒裡面是她最愛喝的湯，打開卡片裡面寫着：嫁给我，你一輩子都不會後悔，你一輩子都會感覺温暖，我會一輩子讓你幸福，我會一直守侯在你的身邊，我會每天叫你起床，為你做你喜歡的早餐，送你上班,時刻惦記你，随時給你電話和信息，不讓孤獨的感覺伴隨你一時一刻,晚上我會接你下班，為你做晚飯，晚上讓你在我的懷中睡去後再静静睡去．家裡事情你做主，但是家務還是我來吧，我身體比較好點．如果應酬，我會在11點前回家，如果出差我會把你這幾天食物準備好，當然還有你愛吃的零食．其實愛情就是簡簡單單兩個人的幸福，我們的幸福才剛剛開始，希望……女孩再也看不下去了，她看到了房間裡仿佛滿使他們的歡聲笑語，滿是他們的蜜語甜言，往日的情景一下子，涌入了她的心頭，她在自責，在懊悔，在埋怨…… 想着到底是誰背叛了那曾經美好的東西．曾經的幸福這個時候變的尖銳，曾經的歡笑這個時候變的灰色．男孩火化的那天女孩沒有去，女孩一個人静静的呆在他們愛的港灣，躺在他們經常做愛的床上，看着他們出去旅游时的錄像，輕輕的用去年生日哪天男孩送他那把藏刀割開了自己的手腕…… 窗頭放着一張卡片：親愛的我來了，沒有你的日子我好難過．是我錯了，你走的這幾天，我一直在回味我們在一起的日子，你的體温你的氣味你的壞笑和你做的飯，你是個騙子你說過一生守護我的，沒有你，一個人睡覺好冷的，沒有你做飯我肚子好餓，沒有你在身邊我好孤單，你慢點走，我來了，雖然你沒有實現你的承諾，但是我還是真的愛你，壞蛋我來了，慢點走，在前面等我，我來了…… 戀愛中的朋友們。。好好珍惜吧。。也許這個世界沒有那麼完滿的愛．但是這個世界有着最愛你的人和你最愛的人．當最愛你的人和你最愛的人是一個人的時候，告訴你．你是幸福的，有些人往往是三角戀，也許你不懂我的愛．我想看了這篇日誌你應該明白點吧．呵呵不說了希望看完這篇日誌的人珍惜眼前的一切不要因為一點小事鬧大架看完要轉載哦！！！！！

good luck to those who have spm :)
and also exams :)
happy holidays to others^^

formal+VC

2009-11-01T14:34:00.000+11:00

its sunday..yay LOL
tomorrow is monday D; but im not going to school.. :D
why? because tuesday is public holiday..monday a lot of people didnt go..
hmmm..online as usual..nothing really special..
ohyeh..monday is formal @@
*formal=something like prom*
i guess im not going although i say i maybe will go @@
if i wanted to go also too late to prepare==
before that forgotten the date and i cant be bothered LOL
the formal just for my year and everyone get an invitation card :D

another thing..
i realise my drawing really really bad!
no talent in drawing LOL
need to pass up interior design for my assignment..
then i cant complete it ask my friend help me draw one LOL
when i compare i like omg=-=

*my drawing..the tv sengek d--
but seems like all sengek LOL
so cacat T.T*

*friend's drawing-.- so much better than mine*

well nothing muchh..
so THE END !

感动

2009-10-28T00:46:00.000+11:00

just another story ;)

男孩和女孩是一对男女朋友，男孩很花心，但女孩对男孩很专情。女孩很爱雨天，也喜欢淋雨。每当女孩跑出伞外淋雨时，男孩往往也想陪着她一起淋雨，但都被女孩给阻止了。男孩总问："为什么不让我陪你一起淋雨呢？" 女孩总回答说："因为我怕你会生病！" 男孩也会反问她："那你为什么要去淋雨呢？" 但女孩总是笑而不答。最后往往是男孩拗不过女孩而答应了她的要求，因为男孩只要看到女孩开心就很快乐，但幸福的时光总是不会长久的。男孩喜欢上另一个女孩，喜欢她的程度更胜于她。有一天当男孩和女孩吃饭的时候，他提出了分手的要求，而女孩也默默的接受了。因为她知道男孩像风，而风是不会为了任何人而停留的。那天晚上，是男孩最后一次送女孩回家。在女孩家楼下，男孩吻了女孩最后一次。男孩说："真抱歉，辜负了你！但是陪你在一起淋雨是我最快乐的时光！" 女孩听完便抽泣了起来，男孩抱着她。许久以后，男孩跟女孩说："有一个问题我想问你已经很久了，为什么每一次你在淋雨时都不让我陪呢？" 许久之后女孩缓缓的说："因为我不想让你发现……我在哭泣！"那一天晚上，又下起了雨……

记忆

2009-10-26T21:47:00.000+11:00

today finish my little revision :D
yay..first time haven start exam i already start revision LOL
maybe im too free cant online so i go study..
so UNBELIVABLE..*cc i know u will say that* lol
hmmm..do for an hour getting bored=-=
so feel wanna type something..take out my laptop and type this-.-
suddenly think back lots of thing..so...
i wrote "memories=)"

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__【记忆】__

模糊的屏幕记不了什么
只能看见一片片的碎片
在脑海里飘然但并不完整
看不到完全的完美的图片

在我的记忆里只有你和他的荧幕
看不见我自己看不见我的生活
你和他的微笑我看见了你的快乐
你和他的甜蜜我明白了爱情
希望这些是梦但是已经变成事实了

我爱你但你已经有了她
痛苦变成了孤单影子
你说我们永远是好朋友
离开了我找到了你的她
你的快乐给他了最大的幸福
那是我只能给你默默的祝福永远快乐

你说过的要的是她永远
我只能退出让你完成你要的心愿
希望你她相爱永远
痛的感觉把我的心麻痹了
不想看到难过的自己
只能在每个人面前带着笑容心在哭

舍不得你的我每天泪流满脸
为了你我愿意走到远处

离开你的我好好保护自己
因为你有他了已经够了
那天的第一次见面
把它变成了第一次也是最后一次见面
再见了我走了我爱你

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ben lai wanna write a song-.-
but FAILED..lol
well..good luck again@@
girls i miss you all =)

year 12 last day ;D

2009-10-22T23:36:00.000+11:00

wahahahha :D
today was year 12 last day..
school seems more noisy than before..
before was kinda quiet and peace..
i remember yesterday they take something came to school..
then a very very very smelly "fang pi" smell..
OMG SO TERRIBLE== need close nose everywhere..
especially near my locker==
well..lucky its over d ;D
today go school as usual :D
im not late finally for once!! wahahha..
what happen?when i open my locker my book all drop down..
i was wondering what happen..thought yesterday i didnt put it well..
so just need rearrange it!! arghh!! too much papers..
then went to class..friend ask my locker very messy right?
i say yeh how u know LOL
then she say that everyone locker was messed up by year 12..
when everyone open their locker, they will get a big surprise..
book all falls LOL..
today is their last day and i saw them have so much fun ;)
im so jealous T^T they are having fun while im studying T^T

recess time saw them outside..
they having party, BBQ, and can wear any dress..*jealous*
well..they wear till very funny hahahah xD
sis say she say J bring his gf come..
then we quickly went and see..
THEN!!when we saw behind of the girl..
we like WHOA..LENG LUI..
then when saw in front!! its H LMAO
its his friend which always with him..A GUY!! =.=V
wearing fake girl long hair and skirts..hahah..
look like more pretty than a girl =.=
正妹！！:D

- woot..took these picture from someone profile :X -

[this is funny.wearing skirts and the shirt LOL-.-]

[i could see his teeth from far-.-V]

hahahah..kinda cute :D
they have so much fun ;D
went back class and start study again..
ESL we learning Romeo and Juliet by shakespears XD
today teacher as us to read the book..
miss Freadman ask me to be juliet..i was like okay =.=V
then,=-= she asked a guy to be romeo..OMG
okay..nevermind..*忍*
then got one chapter is romeo say to juliet : would kiss you through the lips blablabla..
then,when he read this..i have no apetite to eat my lunch =.=V
feel wan vomit LOL

ONE MORE THING!
MISS T..
u really very annoying you know -.-V
keep disturb people and nonstop disturbing..
today saw u i walk pass as usual..
then u suddenly say, veronica u absent from sports yesterday?
me : yeh..my mum came..
her: oh..ur mum come study?
me : zzz? she come find teacher of coz?
my heart thinking " u can don respect me but u must respect my mum ;) u like that say like she never study before? "
just passed by and ask myself to chill ;D

grand final of MULLAUNA GOT TALENTS today ;D
saw them playing guitar singing..
dont know who will win it ;D
heheh..didnt really see it tho..
just saw the last person perform :D haha..

anyway :D
people who have exam all the best again!
take care ;D

school day

2009-10-13T20:21:00.000+11:00

wahahahha..its school again and im late again ;D
until that office girl who write late pass to me also know my name LOL
okay let starts! yay! LOL
well..first and second period was advance maths..
i realise something!!! OMG!!
the maths is getting harder and harder-.-
a lot of things i dont understand d LOL
just kinda hard D; awww..need do more hmwks and pay more attention D;
recess time..omg..its freaking cold-.- *shivering*
i keep jump jump jump to keep warm *like stupid ppl LOL*
so..next is science period for two periods..
*phew* lucky no need study :X
do assignment in class! yay!!
building a bridge using those kind of ice cream stick =x
seems easy but kinda hard..
we need to build a very strong bridge..
we design the bridge then build it..
design is kinda easy at first..but build is hard-.-
ughhh..then start building =x
will take a picture and post after i finish it ;D
teacher say that the previous year a student's bridge could stand 80kg sticks-.-
GOSH..this is unusual LOL just using ice cream sticks==
well..nothing is impossible :X
hmmm..last two periods is IT..
this is so freaking bored!! D;
i almost sleep cause got heater in the class LOL
nice temperature to sleep :X
*ZZzzzZZzzzzZZzzz* *blink* im just close my eye for a while..lol
yay its time to go home!! hurrrrrrrrrrrayyyyyyyyyyyy!!! :D

btw something really funny today..
cousin's school have free dress day today..
means that every student dont have to wear uniform to school :D
cousin wear pyjamas to school-.- its so funny
wear cartoon pants to school LMAO-.-
maybe cause its the last year of his high school..trying to do something funny-.-

suddenly remember..
last few week i guess..i went a restaurant to eat :D
yay! malaysian restaurant@@
got a guy that work there kinda funny..
when we finish eating..we asked for bill..
then the guy say "why everyone looking for bill?"
then we like "HUH?"
the guy say " BILL dont work here..there no bill here.."
we was like "lmao-.-"

hahah nothing really much.. :X
thats all i guess :X
study hard all :X exam coming :X
good luck all :D

思念

2009-10-13T19:01:00.000+11:00

♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬

有些人说外婆是给妈妈那边的妈妈
爸爸那里的妈妈是叫奶奶
其实嘛不同国家的人都叫不同
有些国家叫两边都是外婆
我啊觉得都无所谓吧
但是最爱的还是爸爸那里的奶奶

♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬♪♩♬♬

哎
你的离开是我接受不了的事实
到现在无时无刻都会想念你
你知道吗
我爱你无法形容
你的微笑我的快乐
你的泪水我的悲伤
你的痛苦我的心疼
你的离开我永远接受不了的事实
我好想陪你多一点点
想在你身边多一点点
逗你开心多一点点
好想知道你喜欢些什么想做些什么
想回你以前生日陪你庆祝
但是我还小根本不懂是应该买你礼物
你的笑容永远在我的记忆里
你离开的事实二月的承诺之间的约定到哪儿去了
你的脚步越走越远越来越听不见
求求你回来不要离开我好么
求求你如果不能我愿意用生命来换
现在看到你对我的好感到感动内疚后悔
之前该好好对你而不是天天敷衍你
人们说失去了才会好好珍惜
说的好对我也领会到了我知错了
今年啊好多事发生好悲伤
最悲伤的一年 2009年
朋友的公公又刚刚去世了
希望他没事别难过
最近有位亲戚经了医院不忍得很多人了
或许老了就会这样
还多事不想有再多的事发生了
天啊不要再多的事发生了
我要快快乐乐的生活
也希望老爸更快乐
我爱你们♥

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boring day@@ with boring movie==

2009-10-02T01:19:00.000+10:00

im free now :D just simply edit a pic which i took last few days@@

just a random picture cause i cant find anything to do =x
CAN YOU SEE SARANGHAE~?XD

today went to my ex-workplace to buy choco :D
calbury!!here i come!! wahahahhaa.. ;p
uncle bring us in again and we bought choco for staff price :D
yummy~ LOL
then mum ask us want go where..had no else where to go T^T
mum brought an idea wan bring us go roller skates..
BUT..when we reach there, the place was packed =-=
full of children OMG
i dont wanna go also if i did have the chance..lol
all children are so small..i dont want xia sui-.-"
then we went pancake parlour ;p
love that place..cause the food is really really yummy..
*thumbs up*

then too bored so we went for cinema@@
mum and dad watch a movie which i alreaedy forgotten the name of it..LOL
bad memory i had =x
my sis and i watch:Fame
GOSH..ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE THAT SHOW..BORING!*thumbs down*
just when they sing is nice..but..boring overall-.-
regret watching that..mum and dad say theirs was nice T^T

BTW!i FOUND the headset i always wanted few days ago in the city ;D
woots ;D i love it =x
i get so excited for the WHOLE DAY when i brought it-.-
i know its a bit "kua zhang" LOL

random post [could be ignore=-=]

2009-09-23T19:37:00.000+10:00

yay!! dad came here last week LOL
after one week i only post this=-=
cause im too lazy to blog nowadays :D
too busy with gaming =x which got me so addicted =x
wahahha..when dad came he bought me a perfume :D
i love it :3
sweet fruity smell XD

holiday-ing now@@
but seems nothing really to do =x
I WANNA HAVE SOME FUN T^T
like THEME PARK!!
today just went some kind of shopping mall with family :D
drank a cup of hot chocolate :D
but not very nice tho=-=

wanna watch a movie but THERE ARE NO NICE MOVIE IN CINEMA!!!
argh! going to be so mad=-=
why isnt any good movie around?!!!
suddenly think tio if in msia still can go shopping with friends..
hor~tsi tsi~ LOL
do miss my girls so much):
wanna go back..but cant do anything..
hope time past faster~~till next year :D
then i can go back visit u guys again :D
wheee~
ohyeah=-=
have an injection yesterday..
its freaking pain!!!!!!argh!!!
what a big needle=-= im scared!!
it still hurts till now):
cant really lift my hand up now=-=

-----SAY NO TO NEEDLES!!--
---------IT KILLS=-=!!-------
[LOL..a random picture XD]

tagged

2009-09-15T01:50:00.000+10:00

tagged by chubby teng XD

1)大名: Veronica
2)生日: 17/12/1993
3)谁传给你的: teng teng :D
4)生日想拿到什么礼物: 实现所有心愿
5)最近压力大的事: 感情
6)想做的事: 太多了=-= 永远做不完
7)有没有喜欢的人:秘密
8)跟谁出去最幸福+快乐: 非家人莫属
9)如果你的好朋友吵架了,你会怎么做: 和谁吵？==
10)最想和别人去那里: 去旅行、特别是paris :D
11)圣诞节想做什么: 收礼物=-=
12)想跟谁庆祝圣诞节: 每个人、尤其是圣诞老公公
13)最近在做什么:online,facebook,maple,msn
14)有几个兄弟姐妹: 2个(包括我)
15)最喜欢的一首英文/华文歌: 数不清
16)喜欢什么颜色:白、彩虹的颜色
17)上厕所会不会冲水: 不会！才怪啦==
18)喜欢男还是女生: 双性恋=] 开玩笑的=-=
19)最想大大声说什么: 只想大大声喊
20)半夜敢不敢上厕所: 敢
21)你现在最恨谁: 我自己！
22)现在喜欢做什么: 煲港剧粥[same with teng] :D
23)睡相好不好看: 不知道、没人对我说过==
24)现在的时间: 2.07am[aussie time]
25)是否厌恨传给你这卷子的人: 不
26)体重多少: 很重=-= 肥了
27)今天天气: 晴天
28)如果忙完了你最想做什么: 想聊聊
29)失眠后会怎样: 想东西
30)你晚上睡觉会不会尿床: 无聊==
31)你晚上睡觉会不会流口水: 流的可以像下雨一样 O.O
32)你有没有吃过夜宵: 废话有啦
33)近期开心的事: 没哦、假期要到了吧！
34)自由对你来说重要吗: 重要！比任何事来说！
35)你觉得在朋友当中谁最性感: sexy?O.O 我!!开玩笑 =x
36)你觉得你比较笨还是聪明: 较笨
37)你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈: 当然是妈妈== 他生我的咧==
38)你现在最想看到谁: 奶奶:D
39)你爱看戏吗: 超爱
40)你敢向你讨厌的人说"我恨你吗?: 不会

++附加问题++
你打算几时结婚啊: 我怎么懂！
你喜欢你的生活吗: 还好、不错
相信塔罗牌吗: 蛮
睡觉前所做的事情: 闭眼睛
你的偶像: 全部人 :D
你喜欢的季节: 春、夏、秋、冬、统统喜欢
最想去的地方: paris
最讨厌怎样的性格的人: 利用别人的人=) 最最最讨厌！
你会抽烟吗: 不爱 :D
你会喝酒吗: 不爱
你常哭吗: 很常== 日常都会哭==
你常笑吗: 嗯！
想睡到几点: 中午、永远不起=x
朋友和情人你会选谁: 两个！
机会+命运你会选谁: 两个！我不管！
你很自恋吗: 还好！
你有穿耳洞吗: 有！
这问卷多不多: 很多==
喜欢吃冰吗: 爱
现在幸福吗: 不错
最在乎谁: 家人、朋友、奶奶
房间里最重要的东西是什么: 我的宝贝 :D
没有朋友你会怎么做: 不知道
如果天使给你实现一个愿望,你想要什么: 想要可以让奶奶回来我身边
这个问题废吗：不吧
喜欢那个水果: 芒果
最怕人家问你什么: 一堆问题、什么都问最可怕==
喜欢下雪吗: 喜欢！我最爱的颜色
喜欢下辈子要做什么: 天使
希望再被tag吗: 不懂
你喜欢等人吗: 蛮

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2。请老实回答每一问题
3 。不能擅自涂改题目
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5 。完后请通知那10 位小朋友

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cheng nuo , work experience

2009-09-15T00:36:00.000+10:00

承诺是人与人之间的诺言吗
还是单方面的慢慢改善
承诺可以使事情变成更完美
也可以从完美变成世界上的最不完美
就像个冰块
当凝固每个人都可以快乐的吃冰
当溶了裂了再也没用了
溶了怎么还能在热天喝呢变成了不完美
或许承诺我办不到但是尽力了
所尽的力没人看见
我发现人是个很奇怪的动物
不知怎么解释就是理解
伟人不是每个人做到
就算是伟人也有自私的一面
也有不想给人看到的一面
人都不会是完美
所以、不用幻想

15th day of spring【春天】,1st day of work experience..
no need to go to school for the whole this week :D
but need to go to work):
just for experience and easier find job next time :D
i went choco factory :D
on the way i met Rachel(:(:
she also work experience but at science at techno..
me in the shop=x
pack the stupid choco name :twirl
WHOLE DAY LONG!
i packed 450 bags of choco and 35box of choco..
OMG..my hand going to break..pain~)':
time pass quite fast but boring..
hope tomorrow wont be a bad day=-=
HOLIDAY IS COMING NEXT WEEK!!WAHHAAA
im so excited :3
wanted to go theme park at somewhere..
i think it would be fun :D
wheeeeee~two weeks holiday :3
love it :3

not a bad day=)

2009-09-03T01:33:00.000+10:00

wheeee~
today ponteng class for two periods..
i dont wanna go for sports today..i scare is playing football==
so went esl with R "studying" lol
no teacher at first so we keep chat..
then two teacher suddenly come in we pretend do our work..
teacher say we so guai..xD
finish school then 5D 5D come back home..wanna watch drama..
watch watch watch den online at night =x
night so bored== make me so sien==
nothing to do~nothing do chat ._.
then became so emo==
lucky got two people came to find me(:(:
i so happy~wheeee xD
they know i emo then keep chat with me(:(:
chat chat and chat..
although some are just craps..but it really makes my day =D
really need thanks a lots...xD
actually i already in a down mood since afternoon ._.
wahahah but now ok already xD
THANKS again(: im gratefull =x
wow..its late already=x
now its 1:40am and im still online==
off now :D bye guyss xD
take care and good luck :P
ohyeh== and another friend=x
which currently have a broken leg =x
get well soon(:(:

我de发现

2009-08-31T23:28:00.000+10:00

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人是种奇怪的动物对黑暗的恐惧时刻在骨头里
特别是在孤独无助的时候为依据怕的就是黑暗
承诺是很美的保持不住就别乱许下为了不让彼此受伤害
曾经你是我的全部唯一的可是那只是曾经的曾经
曾经的事会回来吗有时光机器带我们回去吗答案只有一个 “没”
隐藏好的悲伤不想让你发觉就像键盘上的泪水没人看得见的
钢琴上有黑键白键每一个键都能表现出不同的感觉
永远宁愿笑着流泪也不愿意哭着说后悔
泪水就如雨水滴答滴答地滴
人与人之间的思念足以让思念者泪流满脸
美丽的世界并不是完美的生老病死总要发生
能相遇是一种缘分就像流星一样那么的罕有
就应该好好珍惜如宝而不是白白浪费如垃圾
从今天起不会再对你说我爱你我想念你我不想失去你为你付出我很快乐
你不会在我口中听到这几句话除非流星在我面前出现
彩虹的出现每次带给我新的希望
看着色彩缤纷的颜色看了不会失落会起身
就像被火燃烧充满精神从新来过
朋友与朋友之间就像蚂蚁一样
一起分担痛苦享受快乐如蚂蚁分工合作开心地搬所找到的食物
如果我从没遇见你如果我从没爱上你如果我一开始没坚信也许我就不会是现在的这个自己

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有一天爱情遇到了友情…
爱情问友情说：这个世界有了我为什么还要有你？
友情回答说：因为你只会让人流泪而我会帮有需要的人擦眼泪

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静静的离开静静的等待静静的寂寞静静的悲伤
慢慢的走开不会的等待永远的自己不要的伤痛
幸福的永远快乐的存在承诺的相信普通的信任
放弃的一切曾经的发生开心的过程甜蜜的时间
--------------------------by lyin
没有特别含义乱写一遍
无聊的事特别多
最近好多事要做但是很懒惰像猪一样
想发愤图强没力气
最经不知道是不是发呆太多次了
一直想起很多事尤其是奶奶叔叔爸爸家人
好爱你们哦好想你们哦

爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱【为你们而做的】
爱爱你你爱你你爱爱【谢谢你们很爱我】
爱你你你爱你你你爱【我不会忘记】
爱你你你你你你你爱【谢谢你们的照顾】
爱爱你你你你你爱爱【我会报答的】
爱爱爱你你你爱爱爱【谢谢你们的体谅】
爱爱爱爱你爱爱爱爱【我很感动】
爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱【爱你们永远永远、这辈子】

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taggss

2009-08-27T21:44:00.000+10:00

Tag by lovely teng=)

1. How old were you when you had your first relationship?
how old?guess urself :P
2. Are you taken/single?
Single now..whee~ xD
3. Do you like anyone right now?
like?sure..everyone i know xD
4. Ever had your heartbroken?
adsolutely yep!!=x
5. Miss anyone right now?
my dear grandma=] and daddy=]
6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
someone..
7. Last person to text you?
i forgotten==
8. Last person you saw?
my mum..we walked out from the room just now xD
9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
how would i know== forgotten..bad memory i had =x
10. Who is top in your top friends?
all my buddies are top :D
11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
parents and SBF :P
12. Who do you love most?
family forever!! and friends(:
13. Ever been in love?
i guess so O.O
14. Who has hurt you the most?
her (:
15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Sure yes(:
16. Are you happy?
um..not really): cause listening to a sad song..
17. How many good friends do you have?
uncountable and irreplaceble friends=]
18. Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
Yeah..Sure(: just remind me someone but i still will listen =x
19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
no idea..
20. Have you ever cheated on?
huh?== i dont get it..weird quest==
21. Ever been told someone loved you?
Another weird quest..== so i dont know==
22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Yes!!for sure~i loved them x3
23. Not meant it????????
not that free to do that==
24. What is your idea of true love?
um..love each other forever and NEVER LIES(:
25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
YES LOL
26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yep..to know each other better at first=]
Who're tagged
1. Anyone who read this(:
2. Anyone who read this(:
3. Anyone who read this(:
4. Anyone who read this(:
5. Anyone who read this(:
6. Anyone who read this(:
7. Anyone who read this(:

某人

2009-08-25T01:49:00.000+10:00

【某人1】
不知道你还有没有看我的博客
有也好没有也好都无所谓
只是想写写罢了
我想告诉你
别忘了曾经你的世界有我来过
不是每个擦肩而过的人都能相识相知
也不是每个相识相知的人都有牵挂
至少你在我的人生在这白茫茫的世界里
在转身的那一刻我们都没错过
或许一开始是我先一厢情愿是我先开始暗恋
暗恋和明恋总觉得都是同一件事就是关于恋爱
在你的眼中我找到了爱的缘分
那么大的世界能相遇真的很不容易也不简单
谢谢上帝的这个安排我很高兴
也很满足因为我曾真正的快乐过
只可说我们有缘无分

【某人2】
我好想念你我好爱你
在天国的你快乐吗
每天都会不知不觉得想起你
没有你真的好不习惯也不想去习惯
你是我这一世最美满的回忆
这些回忆难以忘记也可算这是我的人生
你现在在天国干嘛呢
我每天都在想但是没有答案
答案总不会自然的来也不会告诉我
所以我觉得我永远不会知道答案
曾经静静的陪着你
曾经把你气坏了
曾经陪你度过每一天每一秒每一日
曾经一起快乐难过
曾经对自己说过要保护你好好照顾你
曾经努力不想弄你生气想看到你快乐
曾经吃过世界上最美味的食物你煮的
曾经想念知道我流泪不停
曾经想过不想失去你没有你就似没有我
曾经你很鼓励我做每件事
曾经很支持我每一天
曾经想跟你拥抱不要离开你
曾经想陪你去旅行陪你去美味可口的餐厅一起吃
曾经想跟你办个生日会逗你开心
曾经的一切一切已经过去了不能再回到过去
我也没有时光机器让我们回到过去
我的心愿再也完成不了了
天国的你
好希望你能听得到我的心声
我所说的话都是真实的
我永远爱你不会忘记你
很想跟你说声谢谢你、对不起、我爱你
谢谢你在16年里无微不至的照顾我
对不起弄你生气弄你难过
我爱你因为这个不需要理由=]

不知在想些什么

2009-08-25T01:06:00.000+10:00

望着天花板在想些什么呢连我自己也不清楚
望着电脑做些什么等些什么我也不知道
望着墙壁思考些什么我不懂
现在想想我在过什么生活呢连我自己也搞不明白
不知不觉过了大半年不知不觉又要到年尾了
今年我觉得是我哭最多的一年也希望是最后一年不想这样了
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~伤、痛、累、哭…快离开我吧--
我受够了……
在键盘上打了很多很多甚至数不清的字
字体是给朋友们看的
但是键盘上的眼泪有人看得见吗？
原本曾经乐观的我快乐的我还在吗？我想知道
曾经坚强的我是现在的我吗？我不明白
我觉得嘛人生就好像钢琴
钢琴上的白键盘代表快乐而黑色代表悲伤对吧？哈哈
夜晚了灯暗了每个人都睡了
我呢？不知再等些什么想些什么发呆些什么
只知道眼泪滴答滴答的流了
为什么就如此容易？
就因为我不能忘记我过去吧
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~好想回到过去马来西亚的生活
真正属于我的生活
墨尔本我觉得很陌生
虽然已经在这里半年了总不能感觉到自然的感觉
所以我把周围的人幻想成你才感觉到温暖
才感觉到有人会帮助支持我
我越走越远的背影我越来越猜不透我自己的心
哎哎哎哎哎哎哎哎~~妈妈好像在帮我找新学校了~
叫我进melbourne high--
我吓到了-- 为什么？
因为那里是男校啊-- 晕~ 笑得我肚子痛
最近不知我是不是有问题了--
要去看神经医生了-- *jk =x*
哇哈哈哈~我终于发泄完了--
但是很累-- 都几点了还不去睡--
晚安啊~

最后一次

2009-08-24T23:09:00.001+10:00

so touching):
although i heard before quite long ago..
but i still feel the sadness in it):
feel free to play it(:

surprise

2009-08-18T16:37:00.000+10:00

today im late to school as "usual" LOL

normally im late a bit and im lazy to go to class to tick my name :P

so go to my locker and put my stuffs..=x

yay! today can skip science class i thought..

cause got award ceremony..something like that..

then my friend walk pass me and hand take a letter for me..

then my brain straight think..

omg..another letter for parents for why im late and absent for few times?==

she :weiiii..nah..u get award^^

me :huh what thing?dont play with me==

she :really== ms freadman asked me to pass to you..

me :what?! duh..really hope this is a joke==

*took the letter and read*

letter : congratulation that u scored outstanding result bla bla bla..

i was like..what?!==

i dont want to get the certificate==

its so embarrased tho==

this kind of essay i do write a lot..

but dont just make it happen==

really shocked..and surprise..

lucky i didnt get heart attack..if not sure 发作..

assembly tat time..need to sit at a place which known as special place==

takutnya saya T.T lol

then give certificate that time..

i get outstanding result for maths==

BUT!!

the teacher spell wrong my name..

the cert wrote my name veronica sim==

after all the thing finish and take photo finish..

i go tell miss..

she say she already know but too late to change..

how can==!

and she took back my cert..

so haven take picture of it==!

first cert get in aussie LOL

nothing really much bout today..
so take care(:

): hand pain

2009-08-17T22:46:00.000+10:00

waseh..today dont know why so unlucky=-=

friend ask me help her take her cup noodle a while..

then i keep think something..

suddenly got one bird flying towards me..

i tio shocked..cause didnt see tio==

den shaked the cup noodle==

*splash* a sound heard..

the hot boiling water all splash too my hand..

walao..sibeh red lo my hand T.T so pain~

then she still dont know how to take away the cup noodle..

still 傻傻 see my hand..

i take her cup noodle give her back and go toilet wash..

water touch tio also pain==

sobs T.T

touch or move a bit also pain..aww~

normal at hand still ok lo..

this one tio my nerve(根) T.T

sibeh sibeh pain==

after few hours..i go toilet see again..still the red line at my nerve there=-=

then i take a picture of this..

before this pic my hand totally red T.T

like wan commit suicide like that..==

aihss..what a bad day..

go home faster put plaster on top it==

then it become............................................................

* b l i n k *

fully closed..

better dont get hurt again =x

already pain==

i dont want add another burn or whatever on top..

so cover it..

phew..=x

scare another one tomorrow==

hope im not that unlucky

kay laa..wanna sleep already=x

now its 11.25pm and im still awake==

my bedtime is over and i should be sleeping now..

i should be sleeping at 10pm..

well..take care all readers(:(:

h1n1 more and more serious this time...

hope everyone in the best of health..

good luck(:(:(:

one month later post LOL

2009-08-16T20:34:00.000+10:00

one month didnt post anything d..
i now only realise that LOL saw the date of the last post only know time flies..
last two weeks..i , mum and sis went back malaysia for my grandma funeral..
till now..i still cant accept my grandma passed away so fast..
she's my only grandparents left which loves me very much..
ahma i love you more than i can say..(:
i hope u do rest in peace..i more hope time could go back..
i would talk with you more..accompany you more..
but i know this kind of miracle wont happen..right?maybe could just happen in my dream..
remember that you are always in my heart..i wont forget you..no matter what..i promise..
the promise which never be broken..
still remember the last time i talk to you..was in webcam..
i told you that i have a african bf..that i see u smile and laugh..
i misses that voice and face so much..
i will always be with you..(:

after funeral..we go shopping shops and shops..
everyday i keep misses her..
last time whenever i reach home will saw dishes of food which cook by her on the table..
all those food are yummy and awesome!*miss it very much*
gai gai everyday..quite bored-.-
btw..i cant forget is the day i go sg wang..lol
walk walk walk..den walk into one shop..got one guy ask me test clothes..lol
he say dont want buy nvm..just take it as exercise..den try it =X
his name is Zero..the clothes he match for me really suit me..
teach me how to wear and others(: he's nice..but so punk LOL
he said that his parents gave him too much freedom..so he 15years old quit school..
now he regret..so his name came from here..
zero means everything starts from zero (:
my papa talk to him too..say he is quite good in doing business..haha
well..me and mum spend quite a lot in the shop tho=-=
nothing really much bout two weeks..just happen so fast==
last thing is bout the gathering bah..
i dont really know how to describe about the gathering..
fun?boring?still alright?excited? IDK!seriously..
btw..im quite touched u guys choose that song for me(:

back in aussie early in the morning of 16august2009..
one word to say bout here..SPEECHLESS!
totally bored and not really lots of friendss..
no fun no excitement..
everyone say aussie fun...but without friendsss suck!
especiallyy true friendss..hard to find..
i love all my friendss in msia..they all are so true..better than here..
well..
im bored here!!anyone know?!!can anyone hear im shouting bored here?!! *lame*
ohyeh!!one more thing..i hope my hair grow longer faster now==
so freaking short== shouldnt had cut it==
the picture on top is before i cut my hair..i wan my long hair back T.T

got one sentence keep reminds me until now..
[if u hurt dao her, i will bs u]
lalalal thats all XD

PS:
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU..
ESPECAILLY MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..
miss u all..mwahs!all th best in everything!

month of july-worst month ever

2009-07-17T23:39:00.000+10:00

this month was the worst month ever been in my life..
experienced all kind of feelings and stufffs..
First! school was boring..make my life sucks and feel lonely..
Second! found out a close friend of mine start smoking..i think is this month knew this..
because the person is close to me..so i wanted to care more about the person..
one of my birthday wish is hope the person stop smoking and stay happy always(:
although my bday is still far..but still one of it=-=
besides..this month someone did make me sad for lots and lots of time..
just tired of it..cant be bothered anymore..
terrible feeling i had ever feel..TIRED!
ignoring all this stuff if it would happen again..
and..my relation with my mum getting from worse to worst doing holidays..
keep make her angry and dissapointed over and over again..
i knew i wad wrong..i wanted to apologize so much..im sorry):
all those stuff was during the last holiday..
NOW!more and more things happened when school reopen..
sigh~i feel so EXHAUSTED!getting tired and sick of everything..
until now..a girl and another girl scold me..
AND..i dont know why they did it??
if i know i was wrong i will let them scold..
its is my probs or wadeva..retarded..
maybe u girls are just immature..
so i just ignore u guys..wanna scold just scold..=-=
do u think i really care?=-= Jeez..small kidss..annoying..
btw..need thanks Jay for tat sentence..=x
he say if a crazy guy scold u on the road..will u scold him back or wadeva?just because he is crazy?
hahahh :P get my report card today.. :D
wahahahha im sooo happy..!!
i passed all my subject :D this is so......................
the report doesnt not show us the marks..
that why the exam in here is not challenging..
cant challenge each other at all =-=

btw..jagung LOL
u should know who you are LOL
people really cannot be trusted..
promise something but they might not really can do it..
they might not do it in front of you..
but they will do it behind you..how u will know it?right?
so..i dont know what is trust..
i dont know what is promise..
i more dont know what is life..
is it just a game of living?
do i need to pass all of the game?
sigh~tired..let me off man!
i dont wanna participate in this stupid game..
i prefer dont wanna live than all this stupid game..=-=

bla..bla..bla
thinking whether i will let teacher scold or not tomorrow for chinese class..
just becausei didnt go for the last two week in the last term=-=
didnt attend the oral and test=-=
sigh~dont know whether she will give me re-test=-=
i dont want!!im too lazy=-=

P.S everyone take care of your health(:
especially those who drink or smoke or wadeva..(:
lazy to type already LOL
cause by this girl ---- [LEE TSI TSI]
she make me gan jiong and cant type already LOL
okk then..BYEBYE!!
miss ya!!
mwahs to all readers LOL

1O nice sentences+ ai qing mi ma

2009-07-14T19:58:00.000+10:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♡15 pretty awesome sentence(:(:
♡15句很棒的一句话(:(:

①沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人←←

②付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞↑↑

③通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人↖↖

④有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重↕↕

⑤冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具↘↘

⑥如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離　你只要跨出第1步我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步↨↨

⑦為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人⇔⇔

⑧就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie↙↙

⑨真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬⇒⇒

⑩朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人↗↗

⑪喜歡下雨　因為你不會知道我流淚　　喜歡發呆　因為你不會知道我想你　　喜歡孤單　　因為你不會發現我愛你　　喜歡在你身邊　因為你是我快樂的唯一因素

⑫如果你是我眼里的一滴泪　为了不失去你　我将永不哭泣

⑬让我慢慢学习　学习悲伤的时候　不闭上眼睛　趁眼泪还没形成之前　就在空气中蒸发掉

⑭吃醋　是因为我爱你　　生气　是因为我在乎你　　发呆　是因为我太想你　　流泪　是因为我不想失去你

⑮如果离开　你能得到快乐　我愿意放弃你

┏┓♡♡┏━━┓┏┓┏┓┏♡━┓ ┏━━┓
┃┃♡♡┃┏┓┃┃┃┃┃┃♡━┫ ┃天长┃
┃♡♡┓┃┗┛┃┃┗┛┃┃♡━┫ ┃地久┃
♡━♡┛┗━━┛┗━━┛┗♡━┛ ┗━━┛

这张爱情解码是在1000年前；一对非常爱的情侣
所留下的幸运恋爱数字：
--〉5230==我爱上你
--〉1372==一厢情愿
--〉5380==我想抱你
--〉7320==今生爱你
--〉1573==一往情深
--〉8070==抱你亲你
--〉1314==一生一世
--〉1240==最爱是你
--〉3456== 相思无用
--〉5360==我想念你
--〉2014==爱你一世
--〉521==我愿意
--〉240==爱死你
--〉537==我生气
--〉360==想念你
--〉520==我爱你
--〉380==想抱你
--〉370==想亲你
--〉73749420==今生今世就是爱你
　

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

P.S the last sentence[15th sentence] i created myself..
if u dont like just IGNORE IT!! (:(:

time time time.>!!

2009-07-14T18:06:00.000+10:00

so many things to do this few days..

time is not enough for me for sure):

hope time could extend..till i have enough time=-=

homeworkss..schoooolss..and homeworkss..

argh!!boRing!!

after coming to aussie..

just feel its not far enough to leave all sadness..

what if i moved to canada?or maybe paris..XD

how coool it could be XD

as if i could=-=

before coming here i never wanted to start a new life..

cause my past was too good to be true (:

if i had a chance to go another place again..

i really wanted to start a new life..

Life Is Frusfrated!!Absoulutely Tired..

bla bla bla bla..its july now..

14th day of winter..(:

uhh..so cold..every morning i could wake up=-=

everyday almost late to school=-=

hmmm hmmmm hmmm..

the coming school holiday is september):

long way to go man!!

argh!!faster september!!

i think of wanna go snow-boarding at september..

it would be cool i reckon..

P.S. btw something really bothered me this few days..

saw something i should be see..

saw something i dont wanna to know..

do something that make me regret..

just for someone..u would know im talking bout u right?

i think u would know its you..

im sorry for being too straight to you..

should be so honest and told you everything i think..

if this will cause something bad would happen..

i wouldnt tell you and remain secret forever(:

secret which no one whould know forever..

many things i wanna talk to someone..

just feel no one is the right person to talk to..not like cc :D

i just cant feel someone right to talk to..

if can just in msn or wadeva..not in person..

suddenly felt so lonely..

wanna find someone..someone could be trusted..

but realised here is no one..really no one..i cant feel the feel which i in msia..

sigh~sometimes too straight and honest is not good for anyone..

secret which will harm someone should remain secret..

expose it is not a good way to release your stress or wadeva..

BTW i know shouldnt just judge someone the way they are..

even they are good..i should think it negative way..

POSITIVE!!!!!!!!stop thinking negative=-=

i promise i wont do it anymore..

im sorry for anyone who i did it to..

Anyway LGO :D[this word taught by a person]

second story :D

2009-07-12T21:33:00.000+10:00

::::::告诉你们另一个故事::::::

男孩说：♥我爱女孩一辈子♥

神说：♥你只能爱她365天♥

男孩说：♥是每年的365天♥

神说：♥你只能爱她七天♥

男孩说：♥星期一到星期天♥

神说：♥你只能爱她四天♥

男孩说：♥春天，夏天，冬天，秋天♥

神说：♥你只能爱她三天♥

男孩说：♥昨天，今天，明天♥

神说：♥你只能爱她两天♥

男孩说：♥白天，黑天♥

神说：♥你只能爱她一天♥

男孩说：♥我活着的每一天♥

神哭了……男孩笑了……

sport car :D

2009-07-12T00:12:00.000+10:00

today went out in the afternoon..came back at night..
night was so bored): after watching one ep of a show..
i online again :X
online google simply search..just type a word then see images.. XD
then type sport car..just feel wanted to see..
saw lots but many i dont like it..
i feel that the back of every car doesnt seems nice =x
i saw one i really like it!!gosh..arash AF!!
awesome <3>but i just like the shape of the car XD

[front]

[the side part*gosh!love it*]

btw..until now..
cause of too bored again..i started thinking many stuffs=-=
my hobby..LOL
i miss 3E and 4s5 so much although im not long at that class..
but i do have good memories from there..
i can say that 4s5 class is terrible LOL
that why i love it*maybe* hahahh
i realise all the boys in the class more and more hamsap LOL
stories by friends can proof that..hahahh
hmmm..saw one of my friend's blog..
she say she dream that the five of us went shopping , laughing and more together..
i also miss those dayss..i really do..sigh..
still remember that we said before..
after form 5 we go holiday together..
i dont know whether we still have the chance..i hope so.. :X
waseh!!monday school reopen already T.T
2 weeks so fast over!!time pass so fast!!
i haven played enuf this holiday=-=
i haven done my homework=-=
especially my viscom and advanced math=-=
so many~~viscom i have no idea to draw what..so just ignore it XD
advanced math??sigh~shouldnt changed to this class[top math class]..=-=
should continue at general math class=-=
more relax and easy..no pressure..=-=
i get 93% for the last test XD happy happy~
hmmm..my life will be bored when school reopen again :X
sigh~study...BORING!! just hope it would leave me alone=-=

ohyeah..
anyone who see this blog..
and anyone who listen to chinese song..
intro u guys one song..XD
【【第三者的第三者-弦子】】
nice nice..before that i thought what title is that=-=
really confusing..after see the youtube about that song..
only understand it..
and loves it..
hmmm..bout english song..dont know whether u guys heard before or not..
【【Already Gone-Kelly Clarkson 】】
just intro-ing XD
if dont like it just IGNORE IT..
i wont mind cause i wont know LOL

爱情故事

2009-07-10T01:27:00.000+10:00

::::::告诉你们一个故事::::::

有一天，一对情人驾船到一个无人岛去搭营……

第二天，他们要回去的时候…

发现船上破了一个大洞…海水流个不停……

终于他们在海上发现了一块木板……

他们伏着那块木板…只希望有人能救他们……

男孩和女孩发现离他们几十里外有艘船渡轮……

他们想游到哪儿去……

可是，才发现一堆鲨鱼正朝他们的方向前进……

而且必须经过这堆鲨鱼才可到大渡轮……

男孩把女孩给推了出去……

男孩说：你先游，我怕……

那女孩是爱那男的……

女孩说：我会救你……

男：那你走之前，请告诉我你能爱我多久？

女：直到有一天你不爱我……

说完，女孩便闭上眼睛往鲨鱼的方向冲……

也微微的听见男孩说：我不爱你了！

女孩也丝毫无考虑…游啊游…直到渡轮的船长救了他……

女孩醒来后，拼命的叫船长去就男孩……

船长说：我老早就发现你们了…小姐，你别太难过…因为你想鲨鱼冲去的杀那，我用望远镜，很清楚的看到那男孩用刀子把自己的手割破…引诱鲨鱼…

当女孩向往外看时，只见男孩身上的衣服沾染了血……在海上飘…………

wa..so hard to type=-=

btw..after finish reading this i felt so touched..

if a guy did that to me..i will love him forever =x

just feel this article is nice so i typed it..

IGNORE READING IT IF U DONT LIKE IT..

cause i didnt force anyone to read it :D