♥ Love Hurts :)

Monday, September 26, 2016Y

Moving out

Made a big decision by leaving Melbourne to gain some experience and personal growth at a place where I know no one.

Tough. But I'm sure this journey going to be worth it.
I have received both negative and positive advices along the way before making this decision and I am thankful for that. I know everyone meant well and wanted me to be fully prepared before moving.

I never thought I'll be going through this journey. Never ever thought I'll be leaving Melbourne and moving to a new place. I believe this decision that I've made is life changing and I am thankful for those who have supported me along the way. I will try my very best to be strong!

Persistent, determination, faith & trust.

I'm very grateful for what has given to me. Challenges, love and support have played a big role in my journey.

11:21 PM

Tuesday, December 15, 2015Y

Accident

This year hasn't been great so far.
My neck, feet and hand were injured in different time of the year.
Guess I am getting old.
I should exercise more often soon..

3 days ago, I got into an accident.
In the past, I never thought I could've just lost my life so easily.
I am glad that no one was injured.
Never speed, obey the traffic rules and I still got into one.
I am still traumatised by that....

Despite all those, I still believe that it is just a not-so-good year but it wasn't bad overall. Overall, to conclude this year, it has been great. Met so many great people during work and a senior (I see him as my mentor) who guided and taught me so many things. Thank you for teaching me and letting me to observe and learn during work.

Hope everything is going well for everyone. Be positive! :)

3:02 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2015Y

First month of work

This coming week will be my 4th week of work. Time flies.
It begins well and I really love it.
But then,
things happened.

I often ask god what are his plans for me.
Obstacles that are so hard to cope with.
I'm getting a bit sick of going through all these obstacles.
Sometimes I just wish that someone could give me a hand to clear the path a little bit.

My sprained ankle doesn't seem to get better.
Sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't.
3 weeks of work and I already took a day off.
What can I do?
It has been an extremely difficult journey to get my first job and I don't want to lose it.
I want to give my best and learn as much as I could.
Experience is the only thing I want now.
But now with this problem, how am I suppose to proceed further?

Time is my only issue.
and also, recovery time.

I hope everything will get better soon. a s s o o n a s p o s i b b l e .

12:23 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2015Y

just an ordinary girl

There's so much pressure on me lately.
In terms of work, relationship and time.

Time flies. 24 hours a day is not enough for me anymore.
I need more time. I don't have enough time to spend everyday.

Recently got a job!
I love the firm's environment and would like to work there everyday even though I haven't even started working yet.
I hope the people there are friendly too.
I'm really lucky to have this job.
Thank you.

Relationship hasn't been going well lately.
I wonder why...
Don't know what went wrong. But I'm sure that I'm at fault too.
I hope things will get better soon.

I really need to maximise my time.
My time management is good hahahah but I wish I can reduce my sleeping time even more to have more time to do something else.
I've been so productive lately. *proud of myself*
Learnt a lot these few days.
I just cannot stop learning :p
I believe every little knowledge will help me in life.

I'm under lots of pressure now, I really hope most of the things will end soon.

11:43 PM

Wednesday, March 4, 2015Y

Life

Life is full of surprises.
Either you surprise someone or somebody surprise you.

As I grew older, I wished that I'm still a little girl.
Father protects while mother takes care and educate.
All I have to do is to grow up.
Now, I wish I can stop growing up.

Life is full of choices.
Either you choose the path or the path will lead you.
There're many wrong choices in between,
But I don't regret because I took some time to consider decisions that I've made.

Life is short.
I chose to eat whatever I want, do whatever I want but my responsibility is still there.
I can't avoid, I can only follow.
But I will cherish time, will live to the fullest.

Promises are meant to be kept.

NTS: Love
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

4:15 AM

Friday, February 27, 2015Y

2015

A new year, a new post. heheh
Neglected my blog since I came back to malaysia.
Having a long break before I start my working life.

A lot of unexpected incidents happened during 2014.
Life is unpredictable. When I'm ready, I never thought that it wouldn't be mine any more.
I guess timing is really important.
We met at the wrong time and I'm actually glad that you were pretty harsh on me during my previous trip.
Then I try my best to focus on my studies but I ended up meeting my current bf and passed my last semester with flying colours. This is totally unexpected too. I was actually impressed and happy when I saw my results. And also, I never thought I will be in a relationship with him too.

In 2014, I been to a lot of fine dining restaurant. (still felt like it's too atas for me)
The best part of going to these places is that I get to dress prettily hahaha
But when they serve the wine a bit and let you taste...... STRESSNYAAA. I WANT TO SAY JUST POUR IT AND STOP WAITING ME TO TASTE WHETHER ITS OK OR NOT (because I have no idea what I'm doing lol)
But it was great. Food and ambience were excellent. But I still think that its too pricey!!! :(

Going to taiwan with le bestfriend tsi was great.
I get to know her even better after the trip.
She definitely is my friend for life.
Taiwan is a great place to travel, but I have a very bad impression with TaiChung's people.
Not trying to insult or anything, but they were pretty rude to us.
I was really upset after staying at TaiChung for a day.

I'm glad I came back this time for cny.
Met a lot of old cousins and relatives.
I actually felt malaysia is like a home to me again.

Hope I will achieve my dreams one day.

6:30 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2014Y

Lost

Heavenly Father,
Why do my life always have a crisis during my exams of before my exams.
You know I can't handle these. I can't cope with it especially with exams.
Father, you know I can fail anytime. I'll break down. I'm torn.

Father, you've guided me this far, but why now? Why not later?
I'm really sad. I felt like crying but I'm holding on..
Please, heal me. You can make me suffer after next week. But not now.
I'm having exams two days later. Back to back. I'm not ready yet.
Please... I did badly on my first paper already..

I'm not sure what to do. I can't accept it.
Should I just let go? Or wait for explaination?
I think you'll ask me to listen and judge and choose my path, right father?

Let hope and peace be with me for these few days.
I only needed these few days.

12:01 AM